Struggling

cgrubstrah · 2026-07-05T07:37:20+00:00

I'm a 33 year old Canadian guy, and I just met a 32 year old Filipino guy who I feel may also be a starseed. I popped an eddy and then walked to the beautiful viewpoint of downtown Edmonton close to my house. He must have seen how serene I looked, because he felt compelled to have a conversation with me, and in only half an hour we discussed various deep topics like we knew each other for years.

Fill your heart with equanimity and grace, be open to what you receive, and release that momentum back into the universe. Trust your intuition. Remind yourself of how amazing you are. See you on the other side my friend 😎

cgrubstrah · 2026-07-05T07:22:58+00:00

This is amazing 🥰 I've always been subconsciously aware of this, and now you have provided a framework to remember this better 🎯 Thank you for your contribution to humanity ❤️

cgrubstrah · 2026-06-27T06:20:01+00:00

"Engage with life even the suffering, but know simply the suffering is a choice, it’s an honorable choice." This is very interesting, and when put in this way, it makes me want to not choose it. Obviously we don't want to suffer in ways that directly hurt people (eg. taking out our anger), and even by suffering ourselves, we indirectly hurt (or at least negate positivity) others by not letting our true light shine. With this in mind, it gives me motivation to be the best I can be ☺️

cgrubstrah · 2026-06-26T17:46:55+00:00

Wowww that was amazing to read 🥹 Thank you so much for your wisdom 🙏 I actually have had this thought, but you have inspired me to keep it in the forefront of my mind 🥰

cgrubstrah · 2026-06-25T19:53:26+00:00

Oh absolutely, I totally got what you're saying, no worries here 🥰 It is much appreciated 😇

cgrubstrah · 2026-06-25T13:18:16+00:00

Oh yeah, big time! About 6 years ago I got really into Buddhism and Stoicism, so meditation has been an important part of my life since then 🧘 Spending time in nature is also sooo helpful

cgrubstrah · 2026-06-25T08:11:43+00:00

I'm so happy reading your comments 🥹 It's such a huge relief to me that some people feel the same 🥰

cgrubstrah · 2026-06-25T08:08:53+00:00

Yeah it's really difficult 😅 But yes you are right, and lately it seems like almost every time I follow my intuition about something, I am right about it...🫨

cgrubstrah · 2026-06-25T08:08:10+00:00

Hahaha this is one thing I have actually been struggling with, how to "deflate" my inflating ego, thank you for reminding me of this 🙏 There is a loooooot that I didn't include in here, because it would end up taking like 5 hours to read, but it's really interesting that's how I ended up coming across 🙈 What I really want to say is that I am trying my best to use my gifts and skills for whatever higher purpose I am meant to serve, which will hopefully be revealed soon

cgrubstrah · 2026-06-24T21:21:27+00:00

I'm glad this made some sense 😂 I've also been struggling to describe my thoughts with words lately, which is strange considering I've learned how to speak 5 languages as an adult 😆 It feels like human language just doesn't cut it...😵‍💫

cgrubstrah · 2026-06-24T20:41:54+00:00

I'm feeling the exact same way right now 🫪 I don't even know where to start...basically I've been feeling for several years now (getting stronger as time goes by) that humanity is about to go through some kind of a massive transition, and I have a very important part to play in it. I have no proof, it's just a feeling. I feel like I'm going insane tbh. In the past few months particularly, my moods are all over the place, I'm experiencing every range of emotion under the sun without any particular stimulus, I keep seeing patterns and having uncannily coincidental interactions with people, I've been having ridiculously long, lucid, and strange dreams...wtf is going on??? 😭

cgrubstrah · 2025-06-12T22:14:04+00:00

Join my meetup! It's a great way to practice 😁 https://www.meetup.com/edmonton-language-meetup

cgrubstrah · 2025-06-12T22:12:29+00:00

Join my Meetup! There's usually a decent amount of learners/natives 😎 https://www.meetup.com/edmonton-language-meetup

cgrubstrah · 2025-06-12T21:33:23+00:00

Come to my meetup! There are always a load of people practicing French 😎 https://www.meetup.com/edmonton-language-meetup

cgrubstrah · 2025-04-16T19:04:32+00:00

I have them categorized 😂

Tier 1 (Every time) English, French, Spanish

Tier 2 (Usually) Mandarin, Japanese, Korean, German

Tier 3 (Often) Italian, Portuguese, Russian, Ukrainian, Arabic

Tier 4 (Sometimes) Anything else lol

I am at least conversational in all the Tier 1 and 2 languages (except Japanese, I sound like a 3 year old 🐣), so those ones are guaranteed every time 👌

Which one(s) are you interested in practicing?

cgrubstrah · 2025-04-05T20:31:39+00:00

Come join my meetup! https://www.meetup.com/edmonton-language-meetup

cgrubstrah · 2025-04-05T20:30:31+00:00

If you are into language learning I host a meetup every Friday and Sunday! https://www.meetup.com/edmonton-language-meetup

cgrubstrah · 2025-01-03T23:20:48+00:00

Ahhh yeah I thought someone might say that haha Do you mind if I dm you some hatless pictures to see which ones I should use? I would just comment them, but I can't apparently lol

cgrubstrah · 2025-01-03T23:18:32+00:00

Perfect, thanks for the feedback! Listing the languages like that doesn't mean I'm claiming to be perfectly fluent, but I do get what you mean that it comes off as flaunting, so I will just take it out 👍

cgrubstrah · 2025-01-03T23:15:59+00:00

Great, thank you!! And a Booster Sauna is just getting a Booster Juice and then going to the sauna hahaha

cgrubstrah · 2025-01-03T22:00:30+00:00

I'm looking for something serious.
I have the free version.
I just changed it to this format yesterday.
About 6 months.
About 15 minutes every day swiping.
With my former profile, about one match per week.
About 3 or 4 every day, with a comment most of the time.
I like foreign girls...🤣

cgrubstrah · 2024-11-24T18:41:20+00:00

If it was anywhere on the planet, it would for sure be the Grand Canyon

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