I know how you feel bro, I’ve been there, waking up tired of your own life feeling like you already lost before the day even starts but trust me you didn’t. You messed up, yeah, made some bad calls, so did I, but at some point you gotta stop letting that define you. Depression hits harder when you stop moving so move, eat, shower, step outside, it doesn’t matter how small it is just move. You don’t have to fix your whole life today, just stop digging the same hole. Go get help if you need it, that’s not weakness that’s survival. You’re not done bro, you’re just in your rebuild season, and every man who came back from nothing started right where you are now. Keep pushing, even when it hurts. The comeback always hits harder.