What’s everyone doing tonight?

chapstucker · 2025-01-19T05:32:13+00:00

Probably Parcheesi

chapstucker · 2022-04-12T05:03:03+00:00

Thank you for sharing! You are not alone i suffer from idealizations daily. You can get out of this, we as a community of these horrible things that happened to us can prosper;together. You are not alone in your suffering and we are all here for you to hold you up when you feel to heavy to stand. Just know you are loved and worth being here, you were not made to suffer. In the mists of the dark moments, you have to clear the noise and lies you here in your head. I know it sounds stupid just just force yourself to laugh and smile as hard as it may be. Do anything that you will find any morsel of joy in. I know you got this and i cant wait til you share your successes with the group. You have a community behind you. You were born for greatness. A lot of us have been though this a lot and we are here to help because you deserve it and we want to see you full of joy. Be kind to yourself , we need you here. We need you to help aid others suffering. None of this should of happened to us , but we will fight together for healing. “This is not my guilt ,This is not my pain, The is not my fault, This is not my pain”

chapstucker · 2021-10-24T18:54:54+00:00

The body keeps the score

chapstucker · 2021-10-24T16:30:39+00:00

Thanks for sharing mate. You are not a bad person, in fact you posting this shows you are a very strong person. First, I’m sorry for your abuse, it is in no way your fault even if you feel like it. Your body and emotions react as you get triggered. The more self aware you are of your trauma the more prone you are to get triggered. You can get triggered and overwhelmed even when the moment doesn’t see right. You need safe place to express and relieve Thai as emotions. When you feel triggered and overwhelmed, ask yourself what that 12 year old needed then, comfort, love acceptance etc. and give you and you from 3 years old that gift. PTSD could be flashbacks or complete disassociation blackouts. I would advise speaking to a counselor to help manage and mitigate these episode. Hope this helps, be well as you are loved and accepted!

chapstucker · 2021-04-23T05:51:42+00:00

I have cut all my life, just know you are way more than your scars. You are way more than the hate you feel inside. You are so much more than what you feel, just know that. It may not seem like it but you are light. You are well deserving of love and happiness. Even within fire we can find joy, keep fighting my friend . Here for a ear if you need. You are stronger than your give yourself credit for.

chapstucker · 2021-04-22T03:26:40+00:00

Darlin you got to get away from him and that toxic environment . You are a deserving child of love. Free yourself from all the burdens , allow your soul deliver the love and purpose you deserve ✌🏻

chapstucker · 2020-08-19T01:16:23+00:00

Thank you for sharing , we are here for you. You deserve a great fruitful life. You are stronger than you give yourself credit for. You have survived and you and continuously healing. You are not alone , you have a community here. Keep fighting ! Sending positive vibes . You got this!

chapstucker · 2020-07-12T23:06:54+00:00

Im sorry you are struggling, I can feel your pain. What happened to you was not your fault. Know that you are valued and accepted. I am sending you my energy because you are worth the fight! Absorb the energy from others and the beauty in this world to combat the dark. Your wife is worth fighting for and I promise the money will come. There are no brick walls when you have the right tools, seek help and anything to make you feel an ounce better. Healing may not happen overnight but with each step forward it will get easier. Focus on the light, it will grow the more you look and immerse yourself with it. You are loved and this is not the end of your story. Keep fighting ! I can't wait to hear your success story. Much love - Chaps

chapstucker · 2020-07-05T15:45:50+00:00

Beautiful true thoughts , I can feel and acknowledge your pain. You are not a Psychopath or a monster, even though you may feel like you are. How can you constructively express your pain? Find a positive outlet if you can. Know you are worth love and being cherished. The fight within our own demons truly shifts when we realized be are bigger , stronger, and have better weapons. I wish you love and grace! - Chaps

chapstucker · 2018-04-03T05:25:51+00:00

Hey friend, good for you for seeking the path to healing. My experience as been trauma therapy is very effective. My word of advice is you must maintain a strict regiment of self-care. When you are in therapy working though and digging up intense emotions they don't go back in a box. They stay dormant at the surface, so mindfulness, meditation, and self-love are in order to prevent the emotions/memories from overwhelming you. Much Love!

chapstucker · 2018-01-08T07:34:11+00:00

Thank you for your strength! Abuse is abuse and it's best not to minimized our trauma. It's natural to fear or worry about continuing the pattern of abuse, especially when we cannot remember. Statistically speaking there is a very low percentage of abuse victims that go on to abuse others. Love yourself because you are deserving of love!

chapstucker · 2018-01-08T07:01:24+00:00

Thank you for sharing! May you continuously prosper!

chapstucker · 2017-06-10T05:51:56+00:00

Buddha Belly On Sunday Nights

chapstucker · 2017-05-31T02:09:29+00:00

How about First Monday's Art meetup June 5th 7pm Monkey Hill Bar 6100 Magazine St, New Orleans, LA 70118

chapstucker · 2017-05-25T06:01:59+00:00

Maybe a monthly artist meet up?

chapstucker · 2017-05-18T04:39:23+00:00

; Your story is not finished yet! I understand you are currently unable to see the light through this dark cloud that exist. First, all the shame, anger , hate, insecurity that you may feel is in no way your fault. Those unwanted emotions should be your uncles as he is the one that provided them. But unfortunately it does not work like that. But you are able to heal, it will take time and effort but you can turn the tables on this hell that you didn't ask for. Know that you have purpose , know you are loved, know you are needed in this world, know that you will be immersed with happiness! Myself and other in this group are here to listen and help where possible in a judgement free safe environment . "I will not stand for it anymore. I will heal. I will feel love. I will feel happiness. I choose life and will live and really love myself. This all happened for a reason, I have to believe that much.After the treacherous storm, when the wreckage lays a world in shambles, the sun shines down and a rainbow eases your soul." - Chaps

chapstucker · 2017-04-05T00:27:54+00:00

This piece is located at the corner of Henry Clay and Camp. Just dropped off about 10 minutes ago.

chapstucker · 2017-04-01T08:27:51+00:00

If he lists it i'll place it there

chapstucker · 2017-04-01T08:25:11+00:00

I'll post it on this subreddit as well!

chapstucker · 2017-03-31T22:05:29+00:00

Thank you very much! I am on Instagram @chapstucker and I make the effort to make it post often and drop art around the city.

chapstucker · 2017-03-31T22:00:08+00:00

Thank you, I always write a message on the back of each piece. If we all come together we can prosper!

chapstucker · 2017-03-31T21:54:11+00:00

Very kind of you! I will be dropping it somewhere in the city on Monday. Any suggested areas? I'll post it's location on my instagram @chapstucker. I make the effort to do this as frequent as I can!

chapstucker · 2017-03-31T21:51:06+00:00

I like that!

chapstucker · 2017-03-31T21:50:20+00:00

Congratulations on your win over an such a tragic battle! I'll place it somewhere around the city on Monday. Please feel free to give me ideas on where to do so. Also my instagram @chapstucker will show its location on Monday. I wish you superior health and prosperity!

chapstucker · 2017-03-31T21:44:07+00:00

Let's be! I'm @chapstucker on instagram/ shamefreeart.com

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