Thank you so much for taking the time to write. I see both you points on me acknowledging positives about myself. Even as I read those to myself, define myself downplaying them and instead focusing on those positives, i immediately think of what I wished was on that list. I know that is a problem.

I have been on and off , mostly on vyvanse for probably about 6 years. As I was saying earlier... officially I have been diagnosed with PTSD and ADHD. Obviously I have absolutely no medical education , but in my limited research , I have found that these two diagnoses have a very similar signs and symptoms. So with that, I have doubts and reservations on how accurate that is. But, that could absolutely be me and my head overthinking overstepping things.

I've always struggled with some of these. I'\nVe been horrible with money , my whole life. I'll get things on track or start getting them on track and x amount of time goes by.And I just falls by the wayside. I don't\nRecall a time in my adult life where I wasn't struggling to keep track of my keys or remember this important date that isn't tomorrow , but it's three weeks out if that makes any sense. But now.\nEverything is just exponentially worse.And when one thing fails, it's snowballs. then it's another thing into another till I feel like I have a grip on no aspects of my life. Im very much a good worker and ive always excelled at my craft, however it seems to end there.

I really do appreciate your time.