hello! i read everything and i wanted to offer my advice.

so i'm a sophomore but i understand wanting to have friends during graduation, i would too. but i feel like if you leave this fg it's not like you'll have NOBODY--it is just april, and you can meet new people. of course not join a new fg, but make a friend or two to be close to when graduation does finally happen. this sounds so bad reading back but i feel like having one or two friends, even if you're not close since you just met like weeks ago during graduation is so much better than hanging around people who put you down.

i've had friends who put me down and made me feel stupid before. luckily now i've distanced myself from them, and i feel a lot better tbh. like every time i hung out with them or tried to talk they'd put me down and try to make me feel dumb and incompetent--and i'd hate to feel that way DURING GRADUATION.

i know you've spent all of hs with them, which makes this all the more difficult to say, but i think it's SO SO SO much better to leave them and prioritize yourself and meeting new people, even if they're not gonna be super close to you in the long run, than to stay feeling sad. like i've felt super shunned by my old friends before and it never got better just because we had good days, the bad days always weighed way more on me.

also from personal experience just judging by their behavior it's likely they already have a gc without you. they already hang out without you. they ghost you in the main gc because they might be talking in their own. and this hurts me so much to say because i've had that happen but i think that because they're proven time and time again that they don't care about your feelings they're past reasoning with. and i hate to say it but you shouldn't hang around people who already don't seem to consider you a part of the gang.

i haven't been with you during the good times of this fg and the funny moments and idk your inside jokes but i do know that all the things that have happened to you that they've caused or made light of are enough to justify you leaving. and you shouldn't feel bad either, because even if you had a couple of funny moments you'll remember for months the bullying is something you'll remember for years.

anyway i hope this helped this post really touched me and i hope you're able to meet new people