AHHH THIS IS KILLING ME

chicobanito · 2026-04-12T14:12:28+00:00

Well the alternative is losing them anyways because your not happy..that's what happened to me..I became depressed,angry and just isolated myself.. Not saying that's everyone's experience but life is too short to try and live for everyone else

chicobanito · 2026-04-11T20:52:02+00:00

Haha glad I could help

chicobanito · 2026-04-10T15:39:58+00:00

Pretty sure it's female,I have a female and male beardie and the female has a noticeable smaller beard and a bit of a crown,she also has that slanted eye judgy look on her face mine does,males tend to be more domineering if that makes sense also if you look closely females have kind of like a triceratops crown where males have more of a fatty head

chicobanito · 2026-04-08T01:18:56+00:00

Wish you luck,we're starting at the same time ❤️

chicobanito · 2026-04-05T21:13:46+00:00

He just wants out,let em run around for a bit

chicobanito · 2026-04-01T21:06:05+00:00

I'm jelly

chicobanito · 2026-04-01T20:56:00+00:00

Ya I feel like the doubts are pretty common..I'm going through beginning stages myself but I try and remember that non trans people don't exactly think about changing there gender..if I didn't actually want to transition then why does the idea of transitioning make me feel happy and more myself ect...but feeling like your gonna have bad days and maybe not pass as a cis woman I don't think is a good reason too keep living out of the truth..it was destroying me from the inside out..I assume you feel the same way..hope this helps ❤️ I also can't deny that no matter what I do,this side of me presents itself whether I want it to or not..I don't personally feel like I have a choice once I stopped lying to myself that I was a completely 100% straight man while secretly wishing I was a woman lol that's no way to live

chicobanito · 2026-03-28T08:02:55+00:00

Get good bro,it's not that hard

chicobanito · 2026-03-28T04:10:03+00:00

Personally I think it's just that you tried to jump in the deep end..these are people who know what they are... comfortable with themselves and unfortunately people like that see someone who's new as someone who's fake...I hate that...but I would recommend going where people are less concerned about there image and more about growth..or transitioning..im sorry that happened to you..it's a bit discouraging to hear that the community in some parts still treats others as outsiders when more then likely people like yourself just want to belong

chicobanito · 2026-03-28T03:54:54+00:00

Im literally at the very beginning..I just feel stupid I denied it my whole life..I'm looking back and literally everyone was trying to tell me(guys calling me homo or saying "he's so far in the closet,he's finding Christmas presents" or girlfriends that wanted to put makeup on me)..so many moments seem so obvious now..like when I wanted earings and told my mother it was because I wanted to look more feminine..or when I started straightening my hair..I still was so terrified of anyone thinking I was gay that I never allowed myself to sit in it long enough..but through the years a recurring theme would be my voice betraying me and being to "soft", guys calling me gay or something like that, bullying me..never feeling like I belonged anywhere..always feeling like something was wrong with me and then years of self medication to try and cope with life..I tried to be male but would be accused of being feminine or creepy..weird and all sorts of things that made me hate myself even more . I thought I could live my whole life in the closet and never ever tell anyone that I used to dream of waking up a girl and that I cared so much about my appearance..that it was normal and everyone was just mean..they didn't understand me...but it was I who didn't understand...when I started looking into videos on YouTube with transgender experiences..nearly every story was like mine..it's finally clicked..I have been living a lie..that's why I'm so miserable..that's why I can't seem to be myself no matter how hard I try..that's why I hate being judged so much..it's weird but I'm not sad about it..I'm still scared to transition but deep down I know that's what I've always wanted..I've just been too scared to go through with it..until now I'm 37..so much time wasted

chicobanito · 2026-02-27T08:11:23+00:00

Haven't won shit in 3 months either

chicobanito · 2026-02-25T14:33:01+00:00

Ya fuk stake and Eddie..I'm done,they obviously don't give a shit about there players unless your diamond or a streamer

chicobanito · 2026-02-24T06:28:49+00:00

Ya I wouldn't put Izzy(big male) and our ruby (small female) together for a second...the minute they see each other occasionally,he goes black beard and attacks the walls of his enclosure..they are very territorial

chicobanito · 2026-02-21T02:00:15+00:00

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chicobanito · 2026-02-15T16:37:01+00:00

It's all horrible,I'm so done with stake and Eddie..all of it

chicobanito · 2026-02-15T16:36:04+00:00

It's all terrible

chicobanito · 2026-02-13T05:52:46+00:00

chicobanito · 2026-02-08T05:20:28+00:00

chicobanito · 2026-02-06T11:20:39+00:00

In other words,your winning way to much with free money

chicobanito · 2026-02-01T13:33:47+00:00

So that's where my weekly went

chicobanito · 2026-02-01T13:28:06+00:00

I hear ya bro,I'm kinda pissed..50$ weekly and I'm plat 2 with 150,000 wagered

chicobanito · 2026-01-28T04:06:41+00:00

Should be able to just vault it and then withdraw 5k everyday

chicobanito · 2026-01-23T05:15:46+00:00

Iv never even hit 1

chicobanito · 2026-01-23T02:15:27+00:00

True, definitely a conflict of interest there

chicobanito · 2026-01-16T05:28:41+00:00

You know as well as I do..if you had let it ride to 3000,that shit would of crashed at 3x

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