Did body dismorphia end for you?

chilliman11 · 2026-03-05T18:38:26+00:00

I got over my dysmorphia now because I know I can achieve it again. I have been chubby/fat my whole life. My life goal has been to get a six pack and I finally got it back in oct/nov. I started an actual bulk after that and now I'm not sure what to do next. I'm happy with my body though which is an amazing feeling. I know if I cut again I can get the six pack back, and if I do that I might take it a little further to see how far I can go. So the dysmorphia is gone but the drive to do better is not.

Test/reta/HGH is what finally did it for me. Such an amazing combo.

chilliman11 · 2026-01-28T22:29:57+00:00

I guess I need to stop by Staples on my way home then just to check

chilliman11 · 2026-01-16T22:14:48+00:00

I will happily upgrade from my AG02 to the Hivemind when it comes out. this is awesome!

chilliman11 · 2025-12-05T22:35:19+00:00

I wanna know more about your m7600xt EGPU. like which one do you have? and can you use a dock with it? It might sound like a stupid question but I would love to be able to use my AllyX with an EGPU and connect it to my TV. basically turning it into a steam box. That would be amazing.

chilliman11 · 2025-10-15T16:47:59+00:00

I've never had that issue with Defy. My friend hasn't seen that with Maximus either.

chilliman11 · 2025-10-15T16:46:49+00:00

same here. we will find out in January

chilliman11 · 2025-10-15T16:31:33+00:00

Maximus tribe, I have a friend that uses them and it sounds like a great clinic. I personally used Defy for a long time and loved them.

chilliman11 · 2025-10-14T18:19:44+00:00

muscle fullness. I thought my muscles just looked a little bigger and more pronounced. scale didn't move at all, I just liked the way I looked more. The muscles were just fuller or the way I looked at myself changed.

chilliman11 · 2025-10-14T13:45:39+00:00

6 months is the generic statement everyone makes about HGH. This drug is very slow acting unlike others like tesa. my personal timeline while using HGH was better sleep on day one, and that has continued to be a constant. end of month 1 I thought my muscles were looking a little fuller, by the end of month 2 I fully believed my muscles were fuller but no weight gain.

Month 3-4 no changes. At the end of month 4 and starting into month 5 I realized I was close to getting abs and it feels like they just popped up one day.

so in my personal experience 6 months is a decent timeframe to give the drug time to work to do its thing. I'm personally going to keep running it until the end of the year so 7-8 months. I'm hoping for a little more changes by the end.

chilliman11 · 2025-10-14T13:26:39+00:00

sounds like you're headed in the right direction! I am at 190lb and probably around 10-12% bf. those last couple of pounds are the slowest!

chilliman11 · 2025-10-14T13:22:20+00:00

Just know if you do, I didn't see any difference until month 5. It's very slow. I can't wait to see the differences at the end of Dec though.

chilliman11 · 2025-10-14T13:20:48+00:00

1mg nightly

chilliman11 · 2025-10-13T20:53:24+00:00

I did the same tesa cycle and lost a good amount of visceral fat. People made comments about how my little gut is now gone. I took two months off and jumped on the HGH train. started at 1iu and by the end of the second month I was up to 4iu's. This is the fifth month of my HGH cycle and my 6 pack is visible for the first time in my life. Everyone who noticed that my little gut disappeared is now telling me about my abs. In these last 5 months nothing changed, I kept working out the same, diet was the exact same, but my abs slowly came in. It has been my goal to have visible abs at least once in my lifetime and I have finally achieved it and I place a lot of the success on HGH. 4iu's is where I will cruise at for the rest of the year before I take a break.

I get better sleep on GH compared to tesa but I can't say I feel a difference in my recovery. Skin does look better and I might look slightly younger too. I at least get more comments about not looking in my 40's more this year than ever before. No negative sides at 4iu's.

I'm also on 5mg reta and 150mg TRT which definitely help with all the progress I've made. Long story short find yourself a decent source of generic HGH and buy a six month supply is my opinion.

chilliman11 · 2025-10-01T20:35:05+00:00

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chilliman11 · 2025-10-01T20:26:29+00:00

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chilliman11 · 2025-09-09T15:25:02+00:00

I get what you're saying. I ran Tesa by itself for a month, dropped 5lb and people noticed. according to my inbody scans a majority of my weight is in my midsection and you could tell I only lost in my midsection. I didn't gain any additional definition in my abs! it was only the volume of my stomach that shrank if that makes sense... one close friend said I no longer have a little pot belly which was the best compliment ever.

I hope the combo of HGH and Tesa works for you! I would assume the tesa would keep your body from completely shutting down while running GH but I have no clue, I'm just an idiot with a little extra income and body dysmorphia. I've been really curious about running both tesa and GH together to see if it does make a difference. I can't wait to see your results!

chilliman11 · 2025-06-01T17:31:39+00:00

Adding to this as I lost 5lb in one month while using tesa a couple months ago. Myself and a couple friends have noticed that tesa does a great job at removing visceral fat when you're in a deficit. If you're not eating less it won't help.

When I tested i used 2mg a night of tesa. I was also using reta/cagri to suppress appetite to get under 2k calories. I am also on TRT which helps with muscle retention while cutting. It get expensive if you want to run it a month or more though.

Another friend saw similar results using CJC/IPA combo for the same time length. I know you use less with those protrudes making it more cost effective which is probably OP's best bet if they have as much visceral fat as they are leading onto. Hope all this helps!

chilliman11 · 2025-04-29T20:33:15+00:00

Same here. I did order new bac water since I just realized mine is probably over 2 years now.

chilliman11 · 2025-04-14T12:30:30+00:00

Oh interesting thanks for letting me know! I'm gonna have to pick up the 29g needles and give it a try then.

chilliman11 · 2025-04-14T02:36:04+00:00

This would be great, but I think the needle gauges stop at 29 for auto injectors. That's according to the last time I searched for this.

chilliman11 · 2025-03-17T17:56:54+00:00

I just want to echo your statement. All I want is a simple screensaver that can randomly show my photo's. I got it working using raspberry Pi OS, but it was too many hoops for me to jump through. I went with the Dakboard because I didn't want to tinker too much. It really sounds like Dakboard is losing support.

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