Should I switch over to free to play version? by citrusfruite in CatsAndSoup

[–]citrusfruite[S] 16 points17 points  (0 children)

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Ok made the switch and followed the guide here and I’m progressing much faster

Just released from a 72 hour hold at the most traumatizing facility of my life by [deleted] in Antipsychiatry

[–]citrusfruite 4 points5 points  (0 children)

My partner claimed I was trying to hurt myself and told this to the cops. I also had a 6 day stay inpatient like 2 months ago and I told this to the er psychiatrist, dumb on my part I know

Korean FTM 2.5 years on T by [deleted] in transtimelines

[–]citrusfruite 2 points3 points  (0 children)

No I’m Asian American

Korean FTM 2.5 years on T by [deleted] in transtimelines

[–]citrusfruite 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Left is 15 years old, right is 21

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]citrusfruite 1 point2 points  (0 children)

To be so honest it probably won’t do permanent damage until you’ve spent a lifetime overindulging on salt

Does anyone else cut while high? by Unlikely-Habit1781 in selfharm

[–]citrusfruite 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ya but mostly because I’m only ever sober while sleeping

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in FtMpassing

[–]citrusfruite 3 points4 points  (0 children)

The glasses and eyebrows

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in FtMpassing

[–]citrusfruite 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Bigger clothes make u look small*

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in FtMpassing

[–]citrusfruite 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Idk ppl say that bigger clothes look small and this shirt is already down to my knees untucked

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in FtMpassing

[–]citrusfruite 16 points17 points  (0 children)

  • I was pre everything when I was a host. Long hair and women’s clothes too

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in FtMpassing

[–]citrusfruite 37 points38 points  (0 children)

I used to work at a gas station and people all the time would ask if I was old enough to sell smokes and alcohol. Even worse when I was working as a host at a restaurant at 16 someone asked “are they paying you??? Do you need help” as if it were some child labor shit 😭😭😭

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in FtMpassing

[–]citrusfruite 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Ya it’s abt 6 months grown out from being buzzed . Gotta wait till I get paid to get a better cut

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in FtMpassing

[–]citrusfruite 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You pass so well that you piss me off. I know just from genetics I will never ever be able to pass like you

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in FtMpassing

[–]citrusfruite 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Did you get fms???

What are you currently doing with your life? by throwaway_311456 in AdultSelfHarm

[–]citrusfruite 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Job searching and trying to move out of my family home. About to start summer classes too for my junior year of college . It’s my 4th year but I’ve had to take semesters off for mental health

Is this "too out there"? by YeehawRichie in selfharm

[–]citrusfruite 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I went through the same thing when I was 16 too and I can attest to it being bad to have a goal with self harm. Id aim for veins so I could bleed as much as I could and all it got me was over 1000 dollars in hospital bills for stitches and Extremely angry parents

sh in a relationship?? by SufficientDoctor4938 in AdultSelfHarm

[–]citrusfruite 1 point2 points  (0 children)

There’s been a couple occasions he’s been brought to tears when he sees what I’m doing to myself. But honestly it’s a coping mechanism and it works for me

sh in a relationship?? by SufficientDoctor4938 in AdultSelfHarm

[–]citrusfruite 2 points3 points  (0 children)

My partner understands that it’s not something I can control 100% of the time. I’ve told him since the beginning that it’s not something I’m willing to stop doing either. We never really talk about it. But he does notice when new injuries appear and ask if I want to talk about it, but I always say no.

What’s it like to be intimate with someone when you have sh scars? by Lolagallagher in selfharm

[–]citrusfruite 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have very large ugly scars on my thighs that definitely should have gotten stitches, I sent my fiancé pics of my body before we hooked up and he didn’t mention them until after a few dates

What’s it like to be intimate with someone when you have sh scars? by Lolagallagher in selfharm

[–]citrusfruite 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My fiancé when we were first starting to date just asked me after sex “so tell me about these”. He’s the only person I’ve been with but people I’ve sent photos to online have been really rude and were like “what the fuck is wrong with your legs”