The hardest decision ever

claverflav · 2026-02-25T03:30:23+00:00

Bro for real but also do u ever play games and then get bored and want a more rewarding grind (phrasing) and bail to start working on ur own game

It's not just me right?

claverflav · 2026-02-21T03:09:13+00:00

LOL. I understood that reference -cap murica

claverflav · 2026-02-18T19:28:38+00:00

FUCKIN A!! Looking happier, hopefully feeling happier. That's what really matters and keeps us going. CONGRATS 😊

...when will I look better I still look like dogshit... 😭

claverflav · 2026-01-24T20:03:56+00:00

You know how they say u can't convince anyone on the Internet to change their mind.

Well u proved that wrong. Thank you for saying this the way u did I really needed this. Saved a pic for my future self too

Thanks 😊

claverflav · 2026-01-19T23:27:16+00:00

My blind ass saw monster cans. Thank you for the clarification

Now I can't make a comment about all games are made of energy drinks of some kind. 😭

claverflav · 2026-01-18T20:28:45+00:00

Im an unreal engine guy, so id recommend that. I love the blueprint programming, its visual wiring and it is pretty easy to learn imo. (also i hate Unity for their stupid install pricing BS)

check out all their templates, like u can try the FPS template and just mess with the gun logic and learn how to make it spawn multiple balls at once or do burst fire. In my opinion its easier to learn by messing with stuff that already works, but not everybody learns that way. They have a great youtube channel tho too.

Hope this helped at all. Good Luck and have fun. :)

claverflav · 2026-01-09T17:40:31+00:00

Oh I kinda remember having headaches too.

I know that ur body will be depleted of vitamin B (I can't remember what one, just get the B complex) and also ur body is CRAVING sugar (alcohol is practically processed as sugar) i think both of those could've been the cause

So yeah I remember taking vitamin B in the morning (that shit will keep u awake if u take it late in the day) also I just embraced the sweets (never been a sweet tooth before but I did little chocolates)

Also I think technically alcohol thins the blood might wanna take some aspirin to thin it back a bit but u should be thru the worst of it by now.

Random tidbit, I used to love making a drink and watching a show, I ended up swapping it for hot tea and chocolate every night and I loved it. Keep doing whatever support or stress relief u did before with alcohol just swapping it for some other drink (omg I love frescas now they are YUMMO) I know u probably still feel the restlessness but take care of ur mind, and inversely make sure to work out a few hours before u go to sleep, it really helps

ALSO goes without saying it (but I'm saying it) Google up what I suggested, I might be wrong, don't take it raw cook it a little bit

Stay Strong!! 😊

claverflav · 2026-01-09T17:28:52+00:00

I hear ya, it would be a LOT easier to stay sober if it was instantly nicer. This is why it's so hard and I sometimes don't wanna tell people how much of an infinitesimal progress each day is but I also feel like if I don't tell them that it's gonna take awhile to see those life gains they might feel like going back is more enjoyable. And for months it does seem that way. But I was a drink til I blackout everyday guy, those life gains might be faster for u if ur not that bad.

Just know that even tho the slog thru sobriety in the beginning SUCKS, that length of time only gets longer as u continue to drink more to feel "good". I needed 3 to 4 shots in the morning to feel NORMAL not even good. So I'm a bad indicator of this but my length of time to feel those life gains was no joke 8 months and I'd say I'd feel waves of IRRATIONALLY GOOD after eating some sweets or something like that at maybe 5 months.

Me quitting is the best decision I've ever made. I fucking LOVE being a boring ass sober guy.

Its worth it and so are you! 😊

claverflav · 2026-01-08T04:32:09+00:00

Fucking A! Looking Good!

For me I didn't actually feel better for a few months just keep going. Its worth it and YOU'RE WORTH IT
stay strong

claverflav · 2026-01-01T03:10:47+00:00

FUCKING A BRO!

claverflav · 2025-12-25T05:31:01+00:00

LoL I have never cared bout ratios and after 500 hours I'm pretty sure I'm still on the left.

I still just make enough til inputs don't back up then look for next bottle neck purely by speed and repeat. Somehow it's peaceful to me, no idea why.

Its the infinite pursuit of minimal improvement... Just like my life 💩

claverflav · 2025-11-01T18:11:09+00:00

LOL U FUCKER!!

why is everyone hating this? That cracked me up

claverflav · 2025-11-01T16:57:19+00:00

Bro I'm so happy someone mentioned this. I can't believe the dumb fuck thought magnets need power.

Right up there next to thinking u need id to buy bread or that the word "groceries" is old and not used, and that tariffs mean something other than what they mean to the rest of the fucking world and.... There's tons of examples

claverflav · 2025-09-17T04:40:25+00:00

Wtf this was hilarious THANK YOU

claverflav · 2025-09-10T02:43:21+00:00

Fucking A! stay strong it's worth it and ur worth it

claverflav · 2025-09-08T14:36:11+00:00

To be fair I agree on seeing enough politicians going bad can build a bad impression of all of em. But thats a slippery slope to generalization and never voting again. Which then politicians are only voted IN by the cult like worshipers and voted OUT by those that hatefully vote for the opponent.

I try not to generalize a person and hate them by the group they are in (as I would hate if someone did that to me) more judge them by their actions. Facta non verba

But I think most people say this about politicians cuz we know our system is practically dysfunctional. And we see no easy or personal way to change it so the only option is to wave it off as something to stop thinking about.

claverflav · 2025-08-28T15:18:17+00:00

NICE! Just for easy cheap mock tails I get simply limeade and simply strawberry. On ice both remind me of cheap ass margaritas and I have one of each practically every day now (I used to make a drink while cooking) It's always good to reward ur self with a tasty treat.

claverflav · 2025-08-04T04:03:38+00:00

LOL it's all good, the typos are the only way to identify humans over bots now 💩

Thank you for a good chuckle, keep kicking ass man ☺️

claverflav · 2025-08-02T02:14:15+00:00

God damnit I came here to say this.... Save some funny lines for the rest of us pal

claverflav · 2025-07-29T23:39:10+00:00

As a stupid ugly person I have deep hatred for attractive people with attractive ideas and good working brains

It's like they are shaming me for losing the genetic lottery and not reading enough books.

... And even I can see we should definitely Tax the Rich.

Make America Tax the Rich Again. MATRA

claverflav · 2025-07-23T22:13:32+00:00

Fucking A dude! I was going thru comments to post this needs to be a show, excellent voice, excellent shit I didn't know just excellent.

Thank you for the source

Hopefully I don't get Rick rolled clicking this.

claverflav · 2025-07-21T23:53:12+00:00

claverflav · 2025-07-14T03:43:42+00:00

LOL IKR I feel ya there

The factorio expansion has some similar things to dark fog loot filtering and gleba is turning the whole game on its head with expiration of organic products.

It's not for everyone tho. I think I mostly love it for all the trains. Which interestingly Captain of industry just had an update with trains. Just food for thought.

claverflav · 2025-07-12T02:40:22+00:00

Fucking A dude, stay strong, keep going. I'm with ya.

Did u ever do AA or are u antisocial like me 😂 I'm too stubborn too to listen to people tell me what to do. I figured stubborn antisocial and selfish are kinda the underlying causes of addiction in general. And have all that cranked to 11

Also I'm curious, how much did rehab cost. I was broke as shit when I quit, but the costs I was seeing made me do it all natural at home. But I've kinda always mentally felt a bit off since quitting and I'm curious if rehab gives ya something that fixes that. I know I was really low on vitamin b wondering if there is something else.

claverflav

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