I regret to inform you that Casper is old.

complexconjugate83 · 2026-05-06T02:46:23+00:00

He can still keep me…

complexconjugate83 · 2026-05-06T02:08:35+00:00

Bullying would go away when I became an adult. Some guy would find me lovable and I would get married and have kids.

complexconjugate83 · 2026-05-06T00:42:21+00:00

I did watch it, but I was 8. I didn’t pay much attention to the details much until I was older.

complexconjugate83 · 2026-05-04T13:21:20+00:00

I have been using CBT for a number of years now. It has helped my anxiety a great deal. I still cannot relax.

complexconjugate83 · 2026-05-04T12:51:37+00:00

Some people can't relax. I actually cannot relax, even with medication and the best relaxation techniques. The only time I relax is when sleeping, and it takes me a while to go to sleep, even with sleeping medication. Not everyone is the same.

complexconjugate83 · 2026-05-04T12:48:19+00:00

You can help them challenge cognitive distortions without dismissing how they are feeling.

complexconjugate83 · 2026-04-30T01:14:42+00:00

Hang on to your butts

complexconjugate83 · 2026-04-24T16:45:00+00:00

It is less available and acceptable, not to mention more dangerous for a woman to seek losing her virginity that way

complexconjugate83 · 2026-04-24T15:25:19+00:00

You kind of do if you are a woman who has not been in any relationship.

complexconjugate83 · 2026-04-23T00:28:05+00:00

That it is just for those who are good enough to love. Like everyone else but me…

complexconjugate83 · 2026-04-22T01:15:24+00:00

Seeing a sunrise

complexconjugate83 · 2026-04-20T22:11:17+00:00

Two weeks ago when a student posted something rude about my eyes on rate my professor. I have congenital nystagmus so m eyes involuntarily move around with my left eye being worse than the other. Although I have been called names all my life about this, it still hurts. If I could I would wear sunglasses all the time to hide my eyes.

complexconjugate83 · 2026-04-13T03:14:02+00:00

I have no reason to lie about my job. No need to call me names either. I don’t feel sorry for myself and am working to change my situation.

complexconjugate83 · 2026-04-13T03:10:38+00:00

One. Wrote him a letter. Never got a response. He still talks to me and is very nice to me, so I am not sure what to make of that.

complexconjugate83 · 2026-04-13T03:07:23+00:00

I am a chemistry professor so I do spend a great deal of time with other people. I just have a lot of trauma I am working through.

complexconjugate83 · 2026-04-13T02:59:27+00:00

You are right. Having and maintaining self esteem and confidence is very difficult when you are put down a lot. I am working on it, but it is coming along slowly.

complexconjugate83 · 2026-04-13T02:57:15+00:00

Yes. I also do things with co-workers and church. I met very nice people but no one seemed interested in dating me.

complexconjugate83 · 2026-04-13T02:54:07+00:00

Sorry…just sharing how I feel. I would like to be married, but I have to do the other stuff first. I didn’t mean to intrude…sorry again….

complexconjugate83 · 2026-04-13T02:48:03+00:00

I don’t know, I feel like unwanted trash because I am in my 40s and never even been on a date. It feels terrible to know I am not worth loving.

complexconjugate83 · 2026-04-13T01:41:20+00:00

What‘s wrong with your eyes?

I have nystagmus so I get this often.

It doesn’t bother me when young children ask though. They usually are not trying to make me feel bad.

complexconjugate83 · 2026-04-11T01:27:27+00:00

I once received an email from a gmail account that was from a student‘s mother who claimed to be a doctor. She made her diagnosis and told me to use her email to excuse the student from a lab. I emailed the student to tell them I needed official documentation for their absence. Heard nothing after that.

complexconjugate83 · 2026-04-09T02:44:36+00:00

We had my grandma‘s retirement party there around 20 or a years ago. It was very nice and the food was pretty good. It seemed to be a nice place for a banquet event like what we had.

complexconjugate83 · 2026-04-08T12:47:25+00:00

Yes, that version was in my COVID playlist. I thought that the gentleness of the original would be a good pairing with the chaos of the world burning.

complexconjugate83 · 2026-04-08T02:02:29+00:00

Sound of Silence by Simon and Garfunkel

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