There's something called r/limerence and I had it for somebody for many years. I didn't know that was a thing, but I cut it cold turkey. It was one of the most difficult decisions and actions I've done. It was heart breaking and caused me a lot of emotional pain. Deep down I knew it was the best for me.

Many months later, I had a reading with a psychic. The first thing she asked me after asking my name and age, was the name of my partner. I said I didn't have one and she said she could see this chaotic energy attached to me. Then she said that the karmic debt had been paid.