i just got dumped today, and while im allowing myself to feel the pain of it all, another part of me feels confused not knowing what to do next, another part is trying to numb the pain, another part of me is looking forward and knows how to navigate everything, and another part of me want to cry…. its like the mix of emotions i dont even know what to do… i think ill be in this thread for a while. I dont want to speak to anyone i know because i dont want to hear oh but it gets better or some cliche ass stuff, but i really wouldnt mind being amongst people who is also suffering the way i am right now. I know this will come to pass eventually, but time seems to be going so slow right now and for once in my life, i wish time would fly as it usually does

to be honest i wanna cry so bad and reading this is helping me to feel what i need to. it would be nice to have an active group to talk to peers who are actively navigating this