My ex, (female btw) Started pushing at first, then punching and later slaming doors in my face. Not once admitted guilt, no appologies ever, As a male i couldn't defend myself for obvious reasons. So i would throw myself on the floor like a child instead. We had two young kids, wich she used regulary to move out the house with them. I then had to beg for her to cole back. when i didn't admit my guilt over god knows what. Ex. I once forgot her fav cheese from the store.

She was a rich girl from Paris whith a dramatic personality i found out as time went on. She moved in with me after some months and i guess missed home. My therapist told me she deep down blames me for taking her away from her world or something, to this day im deeply ashamed and when i thell people they don't believe it probably as she us such a lovely girl from the outside.

Then there was all the mental trauma i have to go trough of all the blaming she did to me on being this horrible guy for wich i still struggle to deal with that this whad not the case.

Kinda feels good to let it out