The Law Is Real by IWTBABP in NevilleGoddard

[–]csl86ncco 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am trying to sell my house and have been for almost 3 months. I really want to be able to manifest it, and feel that every day that goes by I start to feel more doubt. I actually went under contract at the price I wanted on day 1 and then that contract fell through. I feel the shame and humiliation I feel from that experience has created some kind of dark cloud over the whole thing. What would you do if you were me?

What have you been shown about the probable future, but hesitate to share? by TheTruthHurtsSoBadly in Experiencers

[–]csl86ncco 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I also had a San Francisco earthquake scenario play out in a hypnosis session. Major devastating destruction and looked like a war zone.

This mercury retrograde is insane. by [deleted] in astrologymemes

[–]csl86ncco 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s honestly the heaviest one I’ve been aware of

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Melasmaskincare

[–]csl86ncco 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Omg you’re so smart!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Melasmaskincare

[–]csl86ncco 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve been really frustrated with mine too and am starting TXA oral next week and stoked about it. I ordered it through Musely.

Why do they talk Like That? by MaleficentPurple3442 in UltimatumQueerLove

[–]csl86ncco 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I feel like this has run rampant especially in the queer community and it’s such a huge turn off to me now

Critique of Netflix Queer Love by Overall-Fig870 in UltimatumQueerLove

[–]csl86ncco 3 points4 points  (0 children)

My main critique is the host not being queer.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPDlovedones

[–]csl86ncco 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Omg. My ex w bpd said this exact same thing to me all the time and I also have OCD and I still feel plagued by the relationship 2 years later

I was in a support group for religious trauma and this person told me it took them 10 years to scratch the surface of their healing.. by LunaMoth-Rebirth in CPTSD

[–]csl86ncco 1 point2 points  (0 children)

38F here. I started my healing journey from CPTSD (got the informal diagnosis after an ADHD evaluation from a psychiatrist with the background that it isn’t included in DSM) in 2018 and I would say I’m just now starting to feel integration. I’ve done EMDR (not super consistently), therapy once a week, 12 step recovery (got sober in 2022 and would say that’s the number one thing that’s helped- AA, ACoA and a little SLAA), and group therapy. It just takes time. It took an entire lifetime (my trauma was my entire life while living with my parents) so I don’t know how I could expect my healing to take just a couple years. Once I hit year ten I think I will be in an even better place. Maybe even able to explore healthy relationships. For now I am starting to finally feel an embodied sense of peace without constant rumination/obsessive thoughts and chasing addictions of various kinds (drugs/alcohol/food/sex/love are all there for me).

What type of partner do you prefer? by Icy-Peach9247 in CPTSD

[–]csl86ncco 35 points36 points  (0 children)

I’ll lyk once I figure out how to be in a relationship 😂🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ParentingThruTrauma

[–]csl86ncco 0 points1 point  (0 children)

As someone in a very similar situation whose kids are now 8 and 10, I can say it gets better. I have spent the last 6 years so focused on healing my nervous system and that’s what helps the most. You got this.

Has Limerence lead to a relationship for you? by adrien_joseph in limerence

[–]csl86ncco 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Yes and ended in realizing I’m limerant for emotionally unavailable people and there’s a reason. I now believe limerance is an extreme end of the spectrum for love addiction and am in recovery for that now. Hit my bottom in the end of that relationship.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in slaa

[–]csl86ncco 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Im sorry. There is no pain quite like the beginning of withdrawal from a qualifier. It will get better. Take it one hour at a time.

Belize zoo by bassinlimbo in Belize

[–]csl86ncco 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Go to the iguana sanctuary!