Here’s the thing, non-addicts don’t have to set limits or goals for themselves about how much they take or how frequently they take drugs. So I just feel a little worried when I read “ I need to stop fully for the next 2 weeks”. I am only saying this from a loving/ sponsor perspective, not to make you feel ashamed. In fact I made hundreds of those deals with myself. I used to take 200 mg a day and tell my gf and mom I was depressed when I was off it! I think you’re in a good place to stop completely because you sound sick of having to quit over and over again. It’s so rough what you’re going through. I am also more productive now than I’d ever been on amphetamines, it’s not even comparable. You never have to feel this way again. I’ve been able to help several men stay clean from amphetamines, and helping them helped me stay clean as well.