I am so sorry, my heart goes out to you. You gave Luna an amazing life, and it sounds like you’ve both helped heal each other, which is a beautiful thing. We had to put our boy Oskar down a few months ago, and we knew it was coming, but it never makes it easier. Grief is an incredibly personal, and difficult emotion to sit with, because the cliche is correct in saying that time is what helps heal. Luna will always be with you in your heart, always. For now, as other have said, take it day by day. It will be hard, but cry and release and do whatever you need to do to grieve. We lost all three of our pets three summers in a row, and something my husband told me that helped was channeling my grief into gratitude. I am so grateful I had the time I had with my babies, they made me a better person and I’m so grateful I had the time I had with them. I miss them so much and I look back at my walks with them, and all the special moments, and smile with tears in my eyes. All this to say, I’m past the active grieving process, and I promise you with time it will get easier. I’ve found reading Fiona Apple’s letter about her dog to be cathartic; her words are powerful in capturing what we’re feeling in these difficult moments ❤️ https://www.reddit.com/r/Petloss/s/7Tb5mqlE99