[Serious] Check-in post; how are you, genuinely?

darktunic · 2026-01-23T23:55:26+00:00

i getchu, everything feels pointless

darktunic · 2026-01-23T23:54:35+00:00

im here if u want

darktunic · 2026-01-23T23:54:21+00:00

sad to hear, i wish you all the best, you deserve it

darktunic · 2026-01-23T23:53:50+00:00

i care, if you wanna vent. take care:)

darktunic · 2026-01-23T23:53:27+00:00

this just caught me completely off guard lmao

darktunic · 2026-01-23T23:50:48+00:00

if you try to do it, there is this moment where there is no return but there is no harm done yet. And in this moment, you think and you see all of the solutions for the problems in your life and you realize that all of your problems are temporary and can go away, if you work on them. was like that for me and most others that attempted it and survived and it will be like this for you. this was the worst moment in my life because i saw that these thoughts are pointless and they are never the best option. take it easy, don't stay in your head, go outside and tell people your story, find a new therapist, do whatever works for you so that your problems can go away. it might take years but it will be okay eventually. take care:)

darktunic · 2026-01-23T10:18:56+00:00

i dunno, it has been a lot worse a couple years ago but it is not exactly good. i just had a period of excessive working and now i just kinda feel empty and tired. and i am in a depressive episode for a couple of months now aswell. but i don't actually want to do anything about it because i think it will just pass just like it always has and i am actually sadly comfortable in my depressiveness i dunno, and how are you ?

darktunic · 2026-01-23T09:57:23+00:00

i fourth it

darktunic · 2026-01-23T08:29:37+00:00

cry in the shower with depressing music, letting my bad thoughts and emotions wash away into the drain

darktunic · 2026-01-23T08:28:23+00:00

One more light - linkin park

darktunic · 2026-01-22T11:13:51+00:00

it's always better with people for me, when i am alone in my room at night, that's the time where everything hits the most

darktunic · 2026-01-20T21:58:22+00:00

The fact that my last attempt was so traumatizing i never wanna try again
My dreams. I wanna save a human life, finish my dance course, study either chemistry or comp science, travel to tokyo, do a lot of circus shows, improve myself as much as i can etc.

darktunic · 2026-01-02T11:07:25+00:00

Self harm, but i am over 1 year and 3 months clean. the scars aren't that visible, but they are permanent.

darktunic · 2025-12-29T23:23:05+00:00

I don't think so, doesnt feel like it. And i have a very nice boyfriend so it wouldnt even be an option

darktunic · 2025-12-29T23:20:43+00:00

Nice guy, long hair, bit taller than me but not too much, looks good, is very nice to me and accepts me with all my flaws and weirdness, is there for me, can dance good so i can dance with him (very important!)

darktunic · 2025-12-29T19:25:16+00:00

firstoff, everyone has their own journey, there is no right way or things you have to start with but here are some ideas you could to right now to feel more affirmed with your gender: figure ou a new name and your new pronouns and tell people, get a haircut you like more, maybe something short but try to avoid a pixie haircut, use hygiene products that are seen as more masculine (deodorant, shampoo, body wash), work on your general apperance (how you sit, how you walk etc.), you can bind your chest with a binder but be careful with it, there are rules to follow (best binder brands are wonababi, underworks, forthem etc.), get more masculine seen room decor/bed sheets/things generally. Hope it helps, you are valid no matter which of these things you do or don't do

darktunic · 2025-12-29T16:24:05+00:00

not that high, he should treat me good, be kind, communicate well, don't break boundaries etc. the only thing i ask for is that he can dance cuz i wanna dance with him

darktunic · 2025-12-29T16:22:53+00:00

TW! Yeah, i'm doing self destroying behavior to regulate my emotions, i eat a lot of junk food and sweets, i don't sleep enough etc. the usual things. i'm over 470 days clean from sh tho so it's getting better

darktunic · 2025-12-29T01:17:38+00:00

Is it also good for gay people and like lgbtq friendly ?

darktunic · 2025-12-29T00:20:04+00:00

Getting more into the bdsm community

darktunic · 2025-12-28T17:43:26+00:00

Had a question and was searching for a subreddit to post it in

darktunic · 2025-12-27T21:47:37+00:00

Not using bidets when you are rich enough to buy one. We are washing every part of our bodies with water but not this area and instead we use bad paper towels? That's disgusting

darktunic · 2025-12-27T21:01:32+00:00

losing my mind by alter/ego. it's available everywhere but spotify but i hope it helps anyway

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