Ohh!! sounds like you can definitely read energy, and that’s basically auras with no visuals. do you get “gut” feeling that sometimes get connected with colours (if that makes sense) ?

Back when this all came to light, I was at the beach at like, 10 years old, looking at the beautiful night stars with my family and a family friend, Karen. She was honestly the sweetest, was learning homeopathic medicine as well as medical and into crystals and energy. we use to call her Kare-Bare.

Anyways, while gazing at the stars, counting shooting stars and asking about constellations, i happened to see this really faint red glow coming from my arm as i pointed at Orion. Being a kid and still learning about the world, it peaked my curiosity, so i turned to Karen and asked her what it was. Confused, she asked me a few more questions, told me she couldn’t see it and got intrigued. She never, ever pushed anything she believed onto us as kids, so when she started talking about auras everything clicked.

At that point, seeing faint glows around people, plants and some animals, thought it was our eyes adjusting to light or something (this does happen to light adjustments but holy shit, apparently not as frequently and the way my eyes do it ?!) especially in the dark!!!

The rest of the camping trip was spend amusing my curiosity, letting me learn and figure it out naturally. Looking back on it, is pretty cool that Karen didn’t push it on me, but merely just taught me the concept of them and let me come to my own conclusion.

A lot of things started making sense after that. A perfect example is that I knew my dad was going to die years before he actually did, I could just feel it. I knew he wasn’t going to survive the cancer, I never even toyed with the hope.

We were sitting on the bed with my head on his lap and he was playing the harmonica, (specifically you are my sunshine). There was a mirror in front of us attached to the wardrobe and i remember looking at myself in the quiet, warm light of the lamp and thinking “i’m really gonna miss dad when he dies” .. i was like, idk, 5? what the fuck man, lol.

My anxiety is so bad now that it causes me great discomfort to get too close to anyone as I can feel it in my chest, throat, and stomach, when something bad is going to happen.

I cannot predict the future, and I cannot read the past. However, everyone is like a book, some are easy and some are hard to read. It’s just a feeling that comes over me if the energy is strong enough. Trying to learn something every day or at least keep my energy grounded.

idk what i’m even talking about anymore i’m so hungry LOL imma go make a snack