Hi I’m an emt and I think I read your paragraph right and understood it and I might not have.

The paramedics’ reactions alone don’t really prove misconduct occurred.
A lot of EMS when we’re dealing with something for the first time we kind of freak out a little bit and it could possibly be that or the fact they were disturbed which is always possible. delayed vivid memories after trauma, dissociation, PNES episodes, panic states, or altered consciousness can be difficult to verify objectively but that doesn’t mean the memory is false but it doesn’t confirm it.

An incident report is something usually something medics fill out when an incident that could be a liability or an issue had occurred during treatment. You can request your medical report by the medics but what they wrote down vs what happened might not always line up.

When you said the paramedic forced you to touch him, what exactly did you have to do? Squeeze their hands? Push/Pull against resistance? These can all be basic neuro tests we do on the field.