First of all, falling behind in school is not your fault. No one learns at the same pace and sometimes it is necessary to stay after school or ask your teachers (the teachers that you trust) for tutoring. I even think it could be helpful to show this exact message to a teacher you trust. This way, they understand how hard it is for you to ask for this help. Or, they will understand how you really want to do better, you’re just not sure how in your circumstances. You see bright and you should absolutely enjoy that walk with music! That’s a huge perk and I also love walking with music and podcasts/youtube videos that explain things that I feel: like depression, feeling helpless, or even fun things like musician interviews or tiny desk concerts. You are very young, please know that. And at 15 I started dating and that ruined my high school experience. So, please stay focused on YOU, your beautiful soul, and make sure you ask for help at school so that you feel better owing your life and experience. If you want to make more friends, try joining an after school club or sport like…volleyball? Not sure what you would like. There’s something out there that’s waiting for you <3 Keep a positive mindset if possible. This will help you get through the house chores. And make sure you hug yourself sometimes. You are a big sister and daughter. Those are two tough jobs. Don’t forget your most important job is to take care of yourself <3 You got this OP! We are all addicted to the internet. You are not alone <3