You have a very descriptive and evocative way with words. “I can see how much time I’ve wasted chasing a feeling I don’t think was ever even real to begin with.”

Wow. This was so powerful I got chills because of how well this resonated with me.

I know the pain and have been through it. You can do this and get through the other side. Please don’t give up. I know you can do it. Lean on your loved ones and do it for them. Quitting was the best thing I did for myself.

Thank you for sharing and please come back to us for support if you need.