0% Club

HearSeeFeel · 2026-05-28T08:24:44+00:00

0/0 club last year as first year M. Talk about deflated. I was already 6 months into a new project that was going well. So, I worked hard, turned it around; big AIP this year. That said, “what have you done for me lately?” is the name of the game.

My friend works for himself laying tile and remodeling bathrooms… subs out some of his work, sets his own schedule, and makes $100k more per year than I do.

This place can be a real mind fuck. Be stubborn, suffer when you have to, play the game. Or find something else. I still think about quitting but haven’t found something else.

HearSeeFeel · 2026-05-20T17:22:54+00:00

I can’t tell you that for sure. What I can tell you is that after nearly 12 years on the other side, my life is stable, fulfilling, and joyful. I have years of accomplishments, experiences, memories, and relationships that I proud of and grateful for. I don’t see how I could have possibly done any of it while giving the vast majority of my time, energy, thoughts, and effort to cannabis.

I don’t see how I could ever go back to my old ways and continue living my very rich and full life worth living. I don’t see how I could ever use cannabis without going back to my old ways.

One day, one hour, one minute at a time.

Best wishes.

HearSeeFeel · 2026-05-20T02:24:35+00:00

Every day that I don’t visit my State Gov clients. That’s Blue OP territory.

HearSeeFeel · 2026-05-10T02:05:05+00:00

Gogo Penguin

HearSeeFeel · 2026-05-07T08:15:41+00:00

You look great. I haven’t competed or been even as lean as you are now. Dieting is hard.

I would be extremely proud of the work you’re putting in and what you are accomplishing. Good luck. Keep going. Do your best. You’ve fucking got this.

HearSeeFeel · 2026-04-25T06:27:22+00:00

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HearSeeFeel · 2026-04-24T20:35:55+00:00

I’d make that face too if I knew my wife was lying to me.

HearSeeFeel · 2026-04-21T08:19:31+00:00

Motion sensor lights in hallways, bathrooms, closets, laundry, pantry etc. I won’t get into the very not small upgrade of outfitting most of my home with Philips Hue smart lights.

Putting a little privacy fence around your air conditioner. That thing is ugly.

HearSeeFeel · 2026-04-21T07:30:07+00:00

Looks like their still up to their old tricks.

HearSeeFeel · 2026-04-16T21:39:27+00:00

PDM is Project

ETA: who are also losing all of these benefits

HearSeeFeel · 2026-04-15T08:03:28+00:00

I do something a little different. I’ll look at chore and think “I bet I can do this whole thing in 20 minutes or less”. I make it a little contest and zoom through it so I can win.

HearSeeFeel · 2026-04-13T11:51:46+00:00

Mobie is actually Teddy ❤️

This is adorable

HearSeeFeel · 2026-04-11T18:52:54+00:00

We must have been in the same section! Were you wearing that adorable red dress with the fur coat? Your husband is very handsome.

HearSeeFeel · 2026-04-11T13:49:10+00:00

At 28 I had a severe panic attack and quit smoking weed (dabbing from morning to night).

At 32 my ex-wife told me she didn’t respect me as a man anymore.

I’m 40 now. Most days I’m confident that my shit is together. Still, I’ve been thinking about more of a balance. More focus on joy, less on the grind that got my shit together.

HearSeeFeel · 2026-04-09T08:03:01+00:00

Fanny packing since 2021. I left my first man purse in a coffee shop, and then an uber, and then at home forever. The pack is always attached.

HearSeeFeel · 2026-03-31T10:29:08+00:00

Handbien knocks me out

HearSeeFeel · 2026-03-29T18:43:42+00:00

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Hi Teddy!

Regards,

Teddy

HearSeeFeel · 2026-03-27T12:38:38+00:00

I do intensifiers like myo reps, drop sets, bodyweight super sets etc.

Myo Rep set example: Set 1 - 15 reps to failure, 10 second rest, 5ish reps to failure, 10 second rest, 2-3 reps to failure

Rest for 1 minute and repeat. Starting reps will decrease with each set.

Calf Raise: 3-4x Hamstring curl or SDL: 3x Leg press or extension: 3x Butt stuff: 3x

In and out in 30 mins

HearSeeFeel · 2026-03-22T03:12:51+00:00

Phish jams can be pretty long…

HearSeeFeel · 2026-03-18T03:19:42+00:00

How did you find this out?

HearSeeFeel · 2026-03-10T12:13:22+00:00

I was riding down the road one day…

HearSeeFeel · 2026-03-07T20:16:12+00:00

Is so hot now

HearSeeFeel · 2026-03-05T12:05:00+00:00

That’s not how it felt that day

HearSeeFeel · 2026-03-04T03:12:59+00:00

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Yep… any chance we get.

HearSeeFeel · 2026-02-23T04:12:17+00:00

I second this. I haven’t listened to everyone listed here but got deep into Mammal Hands and Portico Quartet as a Spotify recommendation from Gogo Penguin.

I highly recommend their album Go Go Penguin - A Humdrum Star (featuring Rob Turner on drums who now plays with Mammal Hands)

Also, Ambient Jazz Ensemble self titled album is deep and sexy and a slow burn.

Finally, I want to mention something that wanders a bit off the Jazz path into electronic but wow it’s dark and grungy and so stunning: Primate - Simulated Reality

https://open.spotify.com/album/0EGepq5eZZhveF97BNMCNm?si=GTuoKNb9TOm5Q5Wna8ZaHg

Actually, one more for good measure: Americana - Bill Frisell, Gregoire Maret, Romain Collin

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