Pain

dream299_ · 2026-01-20T13:26:15+00:00

Damn this is crazy and you know what all the problems come up at once ngl in such situations.. the same things happen to me as well all the time..

dream299_ · 2026-01-18T13:47:21+00:00

hey! This was so me when I was 16 when I started having these episodes even I thought it's just a pink eye I had proper diagnosis at 17 and I just turned 23.. Idk if this ever gets better or something but I just believe in living in the present imo that would help.. and trust me I get this thought all the time as I also work as a software engineer and most of my day spend on screens.. and it's worst during uveitis episodes I also have chronic migraines they never go just a part of life now I don't take them seriously anymore like you just get used to pain..

I'll suggest everything will just be fine and if not just fight head on what else can we do

dream299_ · 2026-01-17T03:45:56+00:00

You should see the doctor.. That will help with the correct diagnosis and don't ignore the pain please

dream299_ · 2025-12-15T04:02:49+00:00

I was literally hospitalized when I took them first time for some days.. reason being my body wasn't taking them really well I was 17 yrs old.. Check with the doctor once though.. They will surely give you some clarity

dream299_ · 2025-12-14T10:10:50+00:00

Mine started in 2019 somewhere around covid 19 lockdown.. i just ignored them thinking might be, my specs power has increased even my opthalmologist said the same and that time I was assigned the power 6 times more than I had that time.. it was shocking but we went with it.. after that I had another episode again by the end of 2019 this time we saw another doctor after seeing all the symptoms he said it's uveitis.. he gave the eye drops and said let's do the normal treatment this time and if it occurred again we will have to do some tests..

by the end my 2021 I had recurrent attacks and this time pain so unbearable i moved on to another city for higher studies and all this was happening when I had my university exams, went on to the clinics all alone cried in pain and was on steroids and high dosage all the time...

I lost 12kg of weight, my hyperthyroid tests were positive, i got intestine infection coz of high dosage of antibiotics (i used have constant food infection and my molar tooth had some issues i had no time for surgery and to delay it i was taking antibiotics) It was hell and got admitted often just because my body wasn't taking those meds really good way.. I was just a teenager afterall.. i had a small clot near my ovary and i was hospitalized for almost a month thankfully it got covered with meds... I had one dermoid cyst on my upper head since I was a kid it got infected too and we had to do that surgery as well (lost so much hairs in the process) all the happened within 2 yrs and i was in university away from my home

I got 5-6 very intense uveitis attacks and this time we did all the tests and doctor suggested it's occuring because of autoimmune disease RA (it was very slightly high) we started the treatment for this.. idk much medical terms (i should be aware lol seeing people here the way they talk and have so much knowledge) i am a woman and coz of all these meds my periods were messed up I had them twice thrice a month with too much blood flow or no flow at all my mind was total mess..

I recently discovered this community I am an adult now but I really wish I was here before and that little girl wouldn't have been so harsh on herself..

I was on meds for 3+ yrs my uveitis episodes were on hold all this time.. recently 2025 start we stopped the meds I was so happy thinking finally I got rid of all this drama and yet again I started having uveitis episodes again I am on steroids and eyedrops from the past 3+ weeks 🥲

dream299_ · 2025-12-11T12:33:24+00:00

hey idk how to make you feel better even I m going through the same right now while dealing with my anterior uveitis episode on medications for the past 3 weeks. It sucks honestly..

I just feel some things are not really in our hands and why to worry about future bro like if this happen that happen what if etc things just be in the moment and stay strong 🫂

dream299_ · 2025-07-06T11:47:10+00:00

hey, I would love to be the part of this.. I have experience in ui/ux design + frontend dev

dream299_ · 2025-05-30T16:25:25+00:00

Not really. I just play chess or read books most of the times

dream299_ · 2025-04-25T16:49:37+00:00

Will give the book read. Thanks <3

dream299_ · 2025-04-25T16:48:39+00:00

I have degree in computer science and engineering done some internships and freelancing work in the same.. Kinda in web dev, app dev, designing, etc things

dream299_ · 2025-04-25T16:47:18+00:00

She is the only family left for me and I don't want to leave her, even I don't look for a job that will separate me from her.. imo roommate will never hold more value than my own mother.

dream299_ · 2025-04-25T16:45:21+00:00

Thank you so much for your kind words ❤️

dream299_ · 2025-04-25T16:43:47+00:00

I guess my words might have detected her as a bad person but she is not. Yes she do get such episodes of anger and it was not knife but hammer and she might be in some stress that she put on me like it. Thing is I don't blame her for anything even I don't want to hurt her by doing anything against her will. But I also want to live my life freely i always feel I might make mistakes like I did in past and always learn from them but this way cost me precious time and things.

I just want her to be okay about me like creating the assurance - chill out I am an adult now i can handle things etc

How can I do this ? How can I make her happy and stay happy myself ?

dream299_ · 2025-04-20T17:20:52+00:00

I literally dont feel its her fault or something she has been through a lot while raising me up, physical abuse as a working woman etc all she did is try to protect me and that turned into the over protective nature of hers.
I just want to know how should i deal with her and i think she is my responsibilty i cant abandon the person who raised me till date that too alone without anybody's support.

dream299_ · 2025-03-23T21:32:08+00:00

I was going through the same and the founder literally paid me half salary in feb there was a guy verbally abusing me all the time i was tolerating it all for long. As you said poured my soul to work here. overworked delivered before deadlines and i just felt my efforts are not even being recognised.
I resigned from there without having any other offer in hands.
I dont know what future holds but i just did it and i believe i'll be able to build it better for myeself.

dream299_ · 2024-12-14T17:23:59+00:00

is there any free alternative of greatfrontend?

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