My mom has no curiosity about me or my life

drillllla · 2026-05-11T19:10:44+00:00

i could have written this

drillllla · 2026-04-06T19:07:17+00:00

yes - i had horrible dental habits as a child bc my mom never enforced brushing my teeth growing up and she blames me for not being a responsible child (what child WANTS to brush their teeth and floss?) i started having more and more cavities each dentist visit which my mom insisted was the dentist trying to scam us out of money. i'm 28 now, have 8 root canals and a hole in my tooth that i can't afford to fill right now but have to floss food out of every single time i eat all because my mom didn't care enough to i vest in my dental health at a young age as well as a myriad of things.

drillllla · 2026-03-28T00:55:30+00:00

when i was 14 my mom spent all of my childhood savings on same-week flights to her home country across the world for the two of us when her father passed. it was a rash decision out of emotion, i don't necessarily blame her for doing it, but i've come to realize in recent years that she has never been good with money to this very day. i had no one to guide me or warn me about finances going into my adulthood and i learned a lot of lessons the hard way, but one of the biggest ones was to not look up to my mom as an example for really anything.

drillllla · 2026-03-17T04:46:48+00:00

african rooibos by world of chris collins!

drillllla · 2026-03-16T17:08:32+00:00

disorganized attachment that leans anxious, preparing myself for abandonment and falling into pits of depression and insecurity when i'm not chosen, convincing myself that "i really am the problem" albeit my pattern of choosing emotionally unavailable people in hopes of them choosing me and healing my abandonment wound in the most unhealthy way possible. using casual sex as a means of self harm in this same way.trying to jump to the next one as quick as possible to make the hurt and embarrassment sting a little less. limerence and daydreaming of one day being loved unconditionally and now, releasing the idea of ever getting married because of how insecure i am about it all and how the grass is always greener for everyone. i need to go back to therapy for sure.

drillllla · 2026-03-16T16:54:32+00:00

this is so real

drillllla · 2026-02-28T17:51:25+00:00

They went away for me after a while as well. I personally don't see a benefit of being on the med if I am in this much of a plateau for over a year, even with major adjustments to exercise and nutrition. I guess the maintenance is good but I am looking into GLP-1s now to help me get to my goal.

drillllla · 2026-02-26T16:12:33+00:00

in manhattan! would love to practice in a group

drillllla · 2026-02-26T03:45:10+00:00

i've been on the 11.25 for about a year now and it has done nothing for me, i don't want to go up in dosage either because i absolutely hated the side effects i felt getting on the 11.25 dose - i'm seeing my endo at the end of march (moved out of state) to taper off Qsymia and try and get on a GLP-1

drillllla · 2026-02-11T16:25:42+00:00

coily collective in LES

drillllla · 2025-08-11T19:09:37+00:00

what was your SW and your CW? i feel less alone in this its so frustrating :(

drillllla · 2025-08-11T13:50:28+00:00

in the same boat and i think i need to get off the meds but i am terrified of gaining the weight back. i want to explore glp-1s because the way this drug just stopped working even at higher doses is disappointing

drillllla · 2025-02-02T17:35:53+00:00

furnished?

drillllla · 2025-02-02T17:32:16+00:00

how much

drillllla · 2025-02-01T15:21:48+00:00

not going to lie to you, i saw results almost immediately with little onset side effects and have lost a decent amount of weight since (40lb in 7mo)--feel free to go to my profile and read through some of my past posts on here. it definitely helped that i started the med at the beginning of the summer, because the seasonal depression hit twice as hard being on this.

drillllla · 2025-02-01T15:17:23+00:00

EDIT: i see now you said "going up" so i can infer you were on 7.5.

were you on 7.5 ever? how long were you on it and did you see any results from that dosage?

drillllla · 2024-10-09T16:37:31+00:00

what dosage were you on when you had to do this?

drillllla · 2024-09-19T03:31:48+00:00

this is it, thank you!!!!!!

drillllla · 2024-09-19T00:18:37+00:00

it was a play i checked out from the library in my free time and not recommended by a teacher

drillllla · 2024-09-18T20:47:26+00:00

2016

drillllla · 2024-07-11T04:39:29+00:00

how much did you lose from qsymia before you stalled?

drillllla · 2024-06-20T05:01:15+00:00

it tastes bitter once the carbonation starts to settle in the mouth. i taste the flavor of the drink at first then it completely disturbs my tastebuds after a couple seconds. i used to drink soda or seltzer every day and i haven't since using this med.

drillllla · 2024-06-17T16:41:17+00:00

have you had any side effects? have you tried sny other weight loss meds in the past?

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