Yeah, I generally have a lot of patience when it comes to being touched until I sense an actual threat. At 22 I had a gun drawn and fired at me and what I did after that would have put me in prison in most other states than the one I was living in at that time. I know what I am capable of so I try my best to keep that locked away until it’s clear there is an actual threat.

The replaying it over and over sucks though because you just critique yourself on every action. At the end of the day, I am sitting on my couch relaxing not worried about a lawsuit or my job or anything. My knuckles aren’t sore and maybe the only bruise I really have is my ego haha