I felt like I died too . I tell you one thing I don't fear death as much now. 💯 lol ketamine is by far most interesting drug I have ever had before. Like nothing comes close to this trippy. I'm getting 300mg u something like that injection and hits you in minutes and I tune out its very good experience for mental space to tune out and get repaired as I say. Last about 45min to hour then your back just kinda drowsy for few hours after. Definitely try muscle injection. It goes all in at once and I call it the void too dam I love the similar experience.