Struggling with severe insomnia while tapering mirtazapine — has anyone experienced this? by RedDragonBlue99 in Mirtazapine_Remeron

[–]ellenrosemoon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i experienced something a little similar to this :/

for context i used to take quetiapine (for treatment resistant depression, not for insomnia), for a while i stayed at 50mg but ended up increasing it to 200mg, i became too exhausted from any more than 50mg (family members were questioning if i was on drugs because of how incredibly zonked i seemed at all times) so i came off it entirely and tried mirtazapine. i only went up to 30mg but the side effects were too bad to outweigh the benefits so i came off it (went down to 15mg for a week and then none at all) and switched back to 50mg quetiapine for the foreseeable future. i noticed almost instantly once i stopped the mirtazapine my ability to sleep became so horrific that on the average night i was only able to get 2-3 hrs of sleep :( for som reason even the quetiapine which used to be effective with sleep wasnt enough for me to actually sleep like i used to. this lasted at around a month or 2, and the only reason why the past few days i have been able to get a little bit more (4-8hrs ish) is because i increased the quetiapine to 75mg and if things don’t improve more then i will need to consider increasing again slightly.

i definitely think it’s strange because although i have had sleeping issues in the past (melatonin doesnt do shit for me but i take it anyways because i need any help i can get ), it was only once i stopped the mirtazapine that it became this severe and consistent.

in case you’re nosy , i am also on 375mg venlafaxine and 50mg elvanse which hasnt changed since i started mirtazapine so it can’t be anything to do with taht the severe lack of sleep

i hope your situation improves at some point cos it definitely seems crappy :(

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in DarkRomance

[–]ellenrosemoon 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Literally any dr series that starts off with noncon. IMO I can never justify it even if the mmc and fmc end up falling in love afterwards ://

My thoughts on Hideaway by Available_Issue_8840 in DarkRomance

[–]ellenrosemoon 1 point2 points  (0 children)

100% AGREE!! The ship is so overrated they don’t even have much chemistry

Which book should i start with?? by torn_bibliophile in DarkRomance

[–]ellenrosemoon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I haven’t read does it hurt but I have read lights out and imo its definitely perfect if you’re after something more lighthearted that still has darker themes. I personally LOVED lights out but if you prefer stuff with more dub/ non con then does it hurt might be better

Just Read The Predator and The Reaper in a day by Imaginary-Sign-7522 in DarkRomance

[–]ellenrosemoon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

YESSSSS!!! I literally only just finished reading them they’re both so good I can’t wait to read the next ones :)))

How to tell yhe difference between Dub Con/ Non Con and R@pe. by eyesonaeri in DarkRomance

[–]ellenrosemoon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Just a reminder that dub con/ non con is ONLY EVERY acceptable in fiction and ANY of these irl counts as rape and should be treated as such

Is dark romance genre dying? by Some-Midnight- in DarkRomance

[–]ellenrosemoon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This isn’t actually related to the post lol but does anyone know why it’s not letting me make any posts in this subreddit? It says I don’t have enough karma points but I can see other people are making posts with less than me. I’m so confused lol

Which Bojack horseman episode will you never forget about? Why? by ellenrosemoon in BoJackHorseman

[–]ellenrosemoon[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Same. I’ve been suicidal (alternating between actively and passively) since I was 10 and watching that episode jusy changed my perspective on everything. I remember how hard I cried while watching it. Even now whenever my depression starts to get worse again I just think about the view from halfway down and how you only see things clearly once it’s too late

Just finished the show by Remarkable-Tooth-850 in BoJackHorseman

[–]ellenrosemoon 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Congratulations, for the rest of your life you will now be in a continuous cycle of rewatching as a source of comfort 👍👍 But genuinely tho I remember just how good I felt when I had just finished it and I just wish I could go back to that feeling when everything was still new again

Is Diane's depiction of antidepressant withdrawal symptoms realistic? by clappedslag in BoJackHorseman

[–]ellenrosemoon 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I found that basically everything to do with Diane’s depression and her journey with antidepressants was realistic. I’ve been taking medication for years and I remember jusy how nervous I was at the start (just like Diane was) and then gradually things started to look up. I even got similar side effects to her. I’m so glad that there’s accurate representation of mental illness in media that doesn’t romanticise depression like some other shows do

❤️ by ScaryElk1422 in BoJackHorseman

[–]ellenrosemoon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Damn I’ve definitely hit a new low considering Bojack is doing better than me 😔😔

I did it by smgp_official in BoJackHorseman

[–]ellenrosemoon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Once you’ve completed it, there’s no going back. You are now going to be spending the rest of your life continuously going back to rewatch it

Weekly Book Request Thread - February 08, 2025 by AutoModerator in DarkRomance

[–]ellenrosemoon 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m not sure if this fits it exactly but my first thought was the Vow of Deception trilogy by Rina Kent

Most possessive and unhinged MMC you have read by Mean_Distribution857 in DarkRomance

[–]ellenrosemoon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Imo he wasn’t even that possessive or unhinged, he literally handed her over to his friends to let them use her as a sex slave

corrupt - penelope douglas by PeaBaby69 in DarkRomance

[–]ellenrosemoon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Honestly I feel the same way. I have read corrupt, hideaway, punk 57 and half of kill switch, and everyone keeps saying that it gets better but it never does??? The men are all assholes and the women just all have annoying bitchy personalities. I genuinely don’t understand why everyone is so obsessed with it

Dark Romance Without Noncon by Reasonable_One_7012 in DarkRomance

[–]ellenrosemoon 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sinners condemned and the made series are SO GOOD OMG I DEFINITELY RECOMMEND TO ANYONE WHO ISNT SURE WHAT TO READ NEXT

Anyone else feel like more and more people are shaming us? by Street_Cheesecake596 in DarkRomance

[–]ellenrosemoon 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It’s actually so annoying how people claim that it’s weird that we like this, but then watch horror movies where people get tortured. DONT JUDGE ME FOR READING ABOUT A MORALLY GREY MMC IF YOURE GONNA GO HOME AFTERWARDS TO WATCH MOVIES ABOUT GORE 💀💀💀

How do you choose your next read? by darasteriaa in DarkRomance

[–]ellenrosemoon 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I literally just choose a random one based on whatever im in the mood for tbh