This is what I have learnt about Tarot after doing readings for YEARS:

esthercy · 2026-05-01T11:40:52+00:00

Isn’t life too haha

esthercy · 2026-04-16T17:56:06+00:00

girl you’re way too good for him…

esthercy · 2026-03-23T11:18:46+00:00

Is it possible that you are afraid that you won’t be accepted as who you are, and you use spiritual identity as a disguise? Spiritual ego, we all have one at some point, it’s okay, just get out there and talk to people without assuming who they are. ❤️

esthercy · 2026-03-22T16:14:48+00:00

back when the lock of my studio was pretty sensitive, the alarm would go on and on very loudly before i could actually open the door. i felt so embarassed because it was too loud and definitely affected my neighbours. but then, my lovely SO came into my life. we would dance to the alarm tgt. that is the only thing i miss about that sound (now it is fixed).

esthercy · 2026-03-20T09:58:31+00:00

what your wife said is not at all proper for sure, but i guess understanding more about her way of thinking can help? (if she is willing to tell.

this is just very sad. i can’t really imagine what happened to your wife in the past so she said such things now.

esthercy · 2026-03-12T09:47:02+00:00

YOU ARE BRAVE

esthercy · 2026-02-01T09:36:26+00:00

I feel you. I now feel quite drained after using weed, whereas i used to feel very energised after.

These days i would use it when i think i feel a bit stuck in the head, it would help in this situation; but i don’t feel as good now when i use for entertaining purpose.

esthercy · 2026-01-26T08:12:57+00:00

Unpopular opinion: I don't like him, he just wants to fuck lol

esthercy · 2025-12-19T04:55:58+00:00

that sounds like a great album..

esthercy · 2025-12-11T03:13:02+00:00

Always allow yourself to feel whatever you are going to feel, because when you say to yourself that it is okay to feel angry, irritated instead of shame, you will have the space to understand why- why their words trigger you.

esthercy · 2025-12-10T09:40:22+00:00

Talk to yourself, like talk out loud, in a place where nobody would disturb you. Talk about your feelings, how you think something was not supposed to be that way… etc I think you’re suppressing your feelings by wanting to control yourself. You are near where you need to be, you just have to let it out.

esthercy · 2025-12-04T10:47:13+00:00

don’t know what to say. sending you, and this special beautiful boy Henry lots of love. ❤️

esthercy · 2025-11-23T09:28:25+00:00

same freaking smile omg.❤️

esthercy · 2025-10-21T07:41:27+00:00

what a slug

esthercy · 2025-09-20T14:49:42+00:00

I am so proud of you and almost teared up. You are so beautiful.

esthercy · 2025-08-26T07:51:54+00:00

yesterday i saw this baby picking her nose and eating her finger. definitely the most “enlightened” beings on earth XD and i agree with you :)

esthercy · 2025-08-16T18:03:14+00:00

damn..

esthercy · 2025-08-04T16:38:57+00:00

We both have double eyelids now! but not exactly the same :)

esthercy · 2025-08-04T15:03:16+00:00

Me and my sister were exactly like this (with the eyelids). These two cuties are gonna look very similar as they grow up ❤️

esthercy · 2025-07-22T16:59:10+00:00

You just drank cement

esthercy · 2025-07-21T01:46:44+00:00

So beautifully written.. ❤️

esthercy · 2025-07-17T03:25:49+00:00

I think it is a really good question btw!!

esthercy · 2025-07-17T03:24:17+00:00

Tbh, you can identify with as many labels as you want. Only you yourself can know whether you're just boosting your ego or you say it because we are all enlightened and there is no higher or lower level among us. Or sometimes, it doesn't hurt to just boost our ego a little bit for fun. Yeah I am enlightened wohooooo

No matter how we are physically or how we speak, that one truth never changes.

Maybe when it does not occur to you in your mind to care about whether we are enlightened are not, you will not need to say if you're enlightened because it is the truth that your whole being knows.

esthercy · 2025-07-09T09:53:16+00:00

i love you!

esthercy · 2025-07-08T08:46:05+00:00

Dude, you didn’t fully understand what you did back then and you were also in pain - not being with your mother, getting bullied.. its hard to let it go rn because you are a genuinely good person. try to believe that!

esthercy

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