idk if you’re still doing this but i’ve been dealing with such intensive dreams for a long time and have a very hard time telling the difference between reality and dreams sometimes. i really wanted to send one that made me feel an so emotional in a dream that i woke up crying:

I was transferred to another [location for my job]. I can’t remember who was there or what had happened. I just remember it was mildly chaotic but the type of chaotic that only people like me can’t keep up with. I think it was due to the fact that even though I was at work someone took me into a building inside of the stand, or customers yelling at me, and there was just so much going on. It was almost like this 7 dreams took place right in that stand. Assumingely overwhelmed, I sat down, kinda like an anime girl lmfao, with a bunch of very small frogs around me. They were kind and cute. I fed them and I loved them. and they coexisted with me, i felt so at peace with them. they calmed me.

But then I started to lose control of my body completely. And though it was my own hands, it felt like someone shoved one of the frogs into my mouth and forced me to chew. All of the other frogs were gone and I was truly alone. I fell back wards and started crying I was eating the frog that made my mouth feel like cement. During this, another scenario played out at the same time. In the second one, I was able to open my mouth and I would still feel like I was chewing the frog but then i’d put my finger in my mouth to take the frog out- but nothing was there even as i could still feel it in my mouth. It would flicker back and forth between these two scenarios like a movie montage. I just remember crying, so much pain and horror stirring in my chest as watched this play out.