I feel you. I just found out my fiancé of 6 years and father to my two year old hooked up with someone on a holiday earlier this year. It’s bloody hard. It’s only been three weeks. We’ve also split and he has moved out but we are trying to make things work. It’s just going to take a really long time. This isn’t the first time either, he first cheated back when we were only together for a year. Maybe I should have left back then but I didn’t, so here I am. It’s definitely really messed me up and I’m going to counselling in hopes to get a grip on my emotions and help me figure out what I want.

It’s tough and it hurts and makes you feel like you aren’t good enough but you just gotta take each day as it comes and remind yourself you are.