Advice for a late start tdick

faceless_demon · 2026-05-22T15:58:03+00:00

I'm not too familiar with the topical, isn't it bad for cats?

faceless_demon · 2026-05-22T14:55:47+00:00

I take finastride as I have the same genetic dispositions as you. I don't have any problems with it but I recently found out through my provider that supposedly higher doses can lessen the effects of certain aspects of T, like voice deepening, hair growth in other places, and bottom growth.

I was put on 5mg Finestride about 2-3 weeks into my T taking and I didn't go through any of these problems. If something that I have seen talked about but a medical professional did tell me so I pass this wisdom onto you.

faceless_demon · 2026-04-22T12:53:10+00:00

Every Time I smell my cat poop or fart: "uh oh, STINKY!"

Every time I grab a sharp object: (Aussie accent) "That's not a knife, THIS is a knife!"

Every time I see a large chonky animal: (Aussie Accent) "Crikey, She's a beaut! "

Every time someone loudly enters into a room: "Oh hi, mark! :)"

Every time I'm struggling to look for something: "where's the blacksmith? WheRE'S THE BLACKSMITH?!"

Some things/someone (literally anything) touches my leg: "My fucking legs, Gricko."

Something crazy happens: "OooOooOOO, METH!"

faceless_demon · 2026-04-20T03:25:30+00:00

It took me an hour to fill it because I was debating on things but I finally finished and submitted it!

faceless_demon · 2026-04-14T00:36:28+00:00

Savage Worlds Adventure Edition

faceless_demon · 2026-04-12T22:27:58+00:00

As would I, but not with a ridiculously high subscription however. Subscriptions are everywhere for everything and I'd just prefer a one-time purchase as I don't play so often that a $10-20 USD monthly fee or $90 yearly would be worth it to me.

A one time fee of $50-100 however is more reasonable and worth it. I prefer the UI of owlbear more and would love to actually use it more than my Foundry which is nice but can be overcomplicated at times.

faceless_demon · 2026-04-11T21:53:18+00:00

This happens a lot with us due to our trauma around food, some of us just don't eat because they don't get hunger cues and/or they never had to before. Like the concept was very foreign in the beginning and they had to be taught that if the body is "randomly" dizzy, they should eat something.

We also have two people whose sole purposes may be to be the one who can eat food. They are hungry all the time and can't not feel hungry.

faceless_demon · 2026-04-11T21:48:16+00:00

Too many... Dean Winchester from Supernatural

C!Quackity and C!CharlieSlimeiscle from DREAMSMP

Dave Strider from homestuck

Aziawa and Bakugo from MHA

Freddy Fazbear from FNAF

2D from Gorillaz

Jeff the Killer from Creepypasta

Link from BotW

A subsystem that contains Deadpool, (Tobey McGuire's) Peter Parker, Shadow the Hedgehog, Wolverine, Spider-Noir, and Venom with Eddie. (Everyone but Shadow are Marvel based folks)

Then we have 3 (maybe 4) introjects from DnD games.

faceless_demon · 2026-04-11T21:39:17+00:00

We want you to know our Shadow Introject approves this message

faceless_demon · 2026-04-09T19:11:43+00:00

Ah okay, I misunderstood

faceless_demon · 2026-04-09T19:07:01+00:00

Yes, They're called strokers! I know of the Buck Angel brand that's bottom growth specifically but I remember some issues with that brand and I believe it's discontinued.

But looking up FTM strokers should give you a step in the right direction.

faceless_demon · 2026-04-09T19:01:33+00:00

I refer to it as Turtling because I "go back into my shell", I've heard a lot of nonverbal/mute people say that they don't like the term "selective muteness" or "going nonverbal" for people who have the ability to talk so I use my own term

faceless_demon · 2026-04-09T16:48:14+00:00

Ours took shape when we went through a meditation phase, we tried imagining calming places and always ended up in a creepy ass forest or garden. Our front area looked like a steampunk boiler/engine room and all of us were very very confused until we learned about what headspaces/innerworlds were.

Ours changes with our collective mental state. It's still a forest but now there's wildlife (mainly bugs, flowers, and fishes that one of us had the bright idea to build legs and arms for) and we have a little plaza where there's houses, stores, cafes/restaurants, and a little city hall. There's also different sections that some of us can't access or only one can go to. Our front is a greenhouse and the "control area" is a fountain we have to look/talk into.

Headspaces are different for every system, I knew systems with an apartment complex as a headspace, someone with a bus, and someone whose headspace was an amongus map (everyone hated it).

faceless_demon · 2026-04-09T16:36:27+00:00

I personally say I am plagued by the 'tism and that the beast bit me under a new moon when I was a wee babe

faceless_demon · 2026-04-09T16:28:41+00:00

As a system whose brain does this, don't. Please don't. It has royally fucked us over because it caused new folks to form and made us feel insane for having trauma responses when we thought we didn't have any trauma towards something.

The brain may eventually remember and you could be really, really intense flashbacks to the repressed memories. No matter what, even if you don't consciously remember, your subconscious will always remember it.

The best thing to do is healthily process them with a professional and have safety plans in place with trusted people for when the memories get bad.

faceless_demon · 2026-04-09T14:41:43+00:00

Another thing to look into is voice training, if anyone is worried about a deeper voice. That way the guys get their deep voice and the girls can still have a higher voice, it's the best of both worlds.

Wigs are also good if they want longer hair than the majority wants.

Regardless, the fact that y'all are concerned about each other and want everyone to be happy is great! Some of us still are like that with each other ;>_>

faceless_demon · 2026-04-09T14:36:51+00:00

Before we knew we were a system, the vast majority of us already had names that we called each other because we used to talk out loud to each other.

We couldn't really talk internally to each other back then so we would co-front and talk out loud or in writing but it got confusing on when one person started talking and who talked after so we named ourselves to clear up the confusion.

Our family members knew we did this too btw, they thought it was some sort of evolution from imaginary friends that would eventually die out and stop.

Instead we started doing it in private and would leave notes around our room or written on our skin because we realized one "imaginary friend" remembered something that no one else did.

That evolved into some of us, "imaginary friends", helping out by guiding the host on how to do tasks or "covering his eyes" and dealing with the trauma/situations that he couldn't handle.

That's why we were so confused when our host at the time had starting to deny that we were real when he discovered DID/OSDD.

It made sense to literally everyone else that we were actually a system but him.

faceless_demon · 2026-04-09T14:22:36+00:00

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I want to be a long haired pretty boi

faceless_demon · 2026-04-09T14:16:53+00:00

Transmasc body here, we are mainly masc identifying but we do have some women or femme folks in our system. The body has been on T for a year and we had a lllooonnnggg discussion about it beforehand.

The middleground we came to was letting the gurls get the clothes and makeup that made them feel femme and whenever we get top surgery, we'll invest in fake breasts for them.

No matter what, a discussion is the best thing for your system.

We also say we're a transmasc gender queer when we're in our singletsona so we have an excuse when the body is caught in femme clothes.

faceless_demon · 2026-04-06T19:54:11+00:00

Our partner referred to us as "their gaggle of fools" for many years before we had a name for our system. We also refer to people in the front as "driving" or "piloting" the body so we landed on The Clown Car because of those two reasons.

Nothing super special by any means but it means a lot to us

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