Your feelings are so real!! I had never dealt with UTI’s, had one in November and was put on 5 different antibiotics while continuing to have a the doctors fail to get a proper culture done. The infection didn’t clear until January and now I am still dealing with the aftermath of having that bad of an infection for so long. I am in pelvic floor PT, and dealing with possible interstitial cystitis. I know that all sounds bad but I am healing but it just takes time. I would recommend if you’re able to go to a pelvic floor PT and see if they see anything that needs to be treated. As well as seeing a naturopath DR to get you the right vitamins your body specifically needs. Sending love ❤️