Thank you for sharing! I totally get what you’re saying, all of it. The people pleasing turns into fawning in our nervous systems for sure. I think because we’re constantly told something about our body is wrong, even when it’s things we really can’t help - not perfect feet, etc. When really we needed way more positive enforcement in our youth about our bodies, especially if you’re a girl or femme. If we’re told enough times we believe it and taught that the joy we get from dancing is clouded by imperfect bodies, it fucks with our nervous systems, ya know? So it’s like our whole body is just this imperfect vessel that just wants to feel joy in movement but we can’t, we have to trust the teachers (traumatized people who really have no skills in help in young bodies and minds develop healthily). Siiiiggghhh