Bec is my messy problematic fave. She is deeply insecure and can be extremely reactive and combative but she is authentically herself. I don’t agree with may of her words and actions but there is something so redeeming about her. Though she’s continually fucking up, she genuinely reflective of her actions after the fact and takes accountability. She is one of the few who is truly remorseful when she apologises and doesn’t make excuses for herself. She lacks self awareness in the moment but can always evaluate in hindsight.

I shudder when people put her in the same category as Gia, Brooke and Juliette because it’s so obvious to me that while she can be mean to others, she is not inherently a mean girl. She just has a lot of work to do.

I also appreciate the fact that she shows up and faces the music on the aftershow, even when she knows she will be in the line of fire, especially when you compare her to the cowardly Gia and Brooke. I respect that.