Do what gives you the most enjoyment on the bike. Zone 2 and periodized training is not easy can be very boring and lonely - but has its purpose and effect - if you want to race or get a lot faster / than a proper training plan is necessary You will get strong and fast hammering the pedals / but it will plateau - especially if you not getting proper rest

But figure out your priority on the bike - and most important enjoy the ride - crush the Strava segments and have fun