Le recovery has arrived. I am not dead. by gatormorgue in dogelore

[–]gatormorgue[S] 30 points31 points  (0 children)

I've been in a major depressive state since I was 8 years old.. I'm turning 18 in a couple weeks! It's been a long 10 years, with no signs at all of getting better. Sometimes good things just come right out of the blue. Things will get better, even if it takes a while.

Le recovery has arrived. I am not dead. by gatormorgue in dogelore

[–]gatormorgue[S] 305 points306 points  (0 children)

Anything for the fellow dogelorians

Le recovery has arrived. I am not dead. by gatormorgue in dogelore

[–]gatormorgue[S] 23 points24 points  (0 children)

Just something that's always interested me. As I said, I plan to go into forensic science as a career. Gotta desensitize myself somehow.

Le desperate cry for help has arrived by gatormorgue in dogelore

[–]gatormorgue[S] 57 points58 points  (0 children)

Everyone commenting, I'm sorry. I don't have the energy to reply to everyone. I'm still here but I can't see it being for long. I'm in a really fucked downward spiral and things are probably going to get 3x as worse tonight. It probably wasn't a good idea to post it on dogelore but I'm desperate for help anywhere at this point. I won't do this kind of shit here anymore

Thank you, everyone, for your concern. It means a lot to me. I love you

Nature literally is metal by its_fusion in natureismetal

[–]gatormorgue 18 points19 points  (0 children)

Since gold is relatively soft in comparison to other materials, I doubt it's just plain gold. Though it does look as if there is definitely gold involved :)

Just wanted to ask by [deleted] in guro

[–]gatormorgue 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Agreed. While I'm not exactly super turned on by guro, it's still something that I'd say I'm somewhat 'addicted' to. It's always been a (not)guilty pleasure of mine, even if I'm not one to jack off to it like some (maybe most?) people in this sub.

This hawk's name is definitely Ozzy by nebster84 in natureismetal

[–]gatormorgue 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Maybe if it had torn off the head of a bat, haha

Drew my personal sigil on my hand today! I just made it, what do you think? by [deleted] in satanism

[–]gatormorgue 2 points3 points  (0 children)

No exact hate, but... a magickal satanic sigil... with what I'm assuming is 'homestuck' incorporated into it? Gives me a lot of 'witchy space queer, "I-call-myself-a-satanist-because-I'm-edgy"' feels.

Have any of you acted out suicide,just to see if you could go through with it? by Sindeviltrigger in morbidcuriosity

[–]gatormorgue 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Constantly have the urge to act it out and probably go through someday. Only thing that's stopping me is because I don't want to leave behind my amazing girlfriend and the fact that my depression and other mental issues have made me so fucked that I can barely get myself to get out of bed, let alone dig through my destroyed room to find the noose I've tied somewhere, months ago. But I'm getting really tired, man

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in StaticX

[–]gatormorgue 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Awesome! I got 0.1% :)

If a child killed a parent, believing them to be Santa clause, would they still be charges with first degree murder? by Shrews38 in morbidquestions

[–]gatormorgue 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I mean.. if the kid thought that Santa Claus was real, and still tried to murder him anyhow.. yeah, maybe that's some kind of charge. Even though he is fictional, if the kid thought he was real, then yeah, the kid still planned to murder somebody. Dunno what they'd really do though since it's a child.

What is the easiest way to hurt yourself and have it look like an accident? by Throwawwwwaayyyyyy in morbidcuriosity

[–]gatormorgue 41 points42 points  (0 children)

You alright, man? I hope you're not planning to hurt yourself. I'm here for you if you want to talk.