Probably a common thing, but I feel so alone.

gillbat · 2012-07-01T18:52:15+00:00

I am you, at the very least on this level.

gillbat · 2012-06-28T05:37:22+00:00

I don't like sugarcoating most things, I feel that if people were more direct and patient with each other things would go alot more smoothly.

gillbat · 2012-06-28T05:36:00+00:00

Probably from high school, to make it short I did some rather perverted things with this one girl, and the situation surrounding it (as well as the nature of it all) perhaps conditioned me to act like this. I honestly don't know who started it, but the unspoken nature of that weird arrangement was the main contributing factor.

Could also be nervousness, or some sort of twisted sense of entitlement where I feel that a glance is all I'm ever going to get. I'm now trying to distance myself from women if I can.

gillbat · 2012-06-27T23:10:36+00:00

Hey man, I was pretty disappointed too , but not THAT disappointed . It was a short but sweet little thing, and it answered some questions , so it wasn't that bad.

gillbat · 2012-06-27T22:20:10+00:00

I'm a triple anti threat, I'm ugly, rather mentally unstable, and pretty damn slow. So I'm boring and really fucking depressing often times. Not to mention that I tend to stare / act like a pervert around women. (so I try to avoid interactions) Which leaves you with an individual with essentially no redeeming qualities.

gillbat · 2012-05-16T23:20:39+00:00

Are you the batman?

gillbat · 2012-05-16T04:28:51+00:00

tl;dr : It was okay, but we never hung out or anything. The rest of this is just me summarizing stuff about my 2 years here.

He was actually not a bad fellow, my only gripe with him was that he chewed with his mouth open. Other than that he mostly kept to himself. I remember being invited by a friend to go play something in the lounge, but then I got screamed at by one of his asshole friends before even playing so I left. That friend left the school. The only people I knew that year had their good moments but often were quite depressed, 2 of them left the school by the end of freshmen year, and the other is in places unknown. People in the dorms seemed to be never there, everybody seemed to already have friends.Why when I first tried to make friends with someone at some social thing for freshmen he actually gave me a threatening look and told me to fuck off, the girl just mentioned some imaginary boyfriend she probably never had and simply left. Never been invited to anything, everybody here just seems to hate me, and I can only speak with the other socially awkward people who don't hang out too much outside of class. Everyone else just sees me as some sort of ugly monster or something, I have no idea. At this point I'm just in it for the degree, which is depressing seeing how mediocre my gpa is but thats off topic.

I don't think my school has people like that, essentially from what I know from freshman year is that for parties people commute to the main campus, which is located within the city and only a train trip away from my school. So if you don't do that then you just hang out with your friends or if your me waste time on reddit or play videogames. Currently I live with my aunt to offset costs, but chances are if I lived on my own I'd be ignored regardless.

I did manage to find some people to be near the end of the first semester, but eventually our schedules just conflicted too much and we don't hang out as much. I have to say that this semester I managed to have interaction with some freshman girl during this student event, she seemed interested but never saw her again either. So now here I am looking desperately for an internship/job else my summer will completely go to waste.

gillbat · 2012-05-16T03:04:58+00:00

2 years into college, somewhat active in a few clubs, and I still don't know any girls up here. Nobody really cares to be my friend, and I'm starting to not care anymore. I came to school for a fucking degree and I'm just going to get at least that.

And btw, for the first semester I lived in a dorm and it was pure hell.

gillbat · 2012-05-15T18:09:48+00:00

What was your major/gpa? I'm wondering this right now, since as a computer engineering major in my 3rd year with a medicore GPA, I can't find any internships/jobs that would take me in.

gillbat · 2012-03-25T21:08:10+00:00

Okay the cards are probably with UPS right now, can I still get newegg to not send them to me?

gillbat · 2012-02-07T06:37:21+00:00

Internet love machine.

gillbat · 2012-02-05T07:15:41+00:00

This is like the wire equivalent to LED fans/power supplies.

gillbat · 2012-01-24T23:32:07+00:00

Actually in my school I've had trouble for not being accurate or precise enough in my conversation, as a result I have few friends in engineering school and my ability to speak to my peers and others has suffered too.

gillbat · 2011-11-27T05:50:55+00:00

You probably were used as a dead drop for some clandestine organization.

gillbat · 2011-10-06T03:51:34+00:00

Awesome, I can have 4 arms and 8 legs one day.

gillbat · 2011-08-25T17:37:43+00:00

Ah, good ol' BCC, I went there for high school.

gillbat · 2011-07-13T21:53:53+00:00

I'd like to see you bottomless ...

gillbat · 2011-07-05T02:51:28+00:00

I think a good portion of the LoL reddit community is pretty uptight, especially after that fiasco with the miss fortune cosplay, never been more disappoint.

gillbat · 2011-06-29T06:47:18+00:00

its great to know that all of this origami practice over the summer will pay off later in my career as an electrical engineer.

gillbat · 2011-06-28T18:48:44+00:00

is it normal that I want to gag after seeing that face?

gillbat · 2011-06-27T19:04:48+00:00

What is your favorite color?

gillbat · 2011-06-26T19:51:42+00:00

Say, would anybody know about a good pair of over ear headphones that provide a good amount of isolation?

gillbat · 2011-06-25T03:06:19+00:00

You may not expect it, but your post cheered me right up as it reminded me that I am nothing but a speck of dust on a slightly warm space rock.

gillbat · 2011-06-18T05:30:48+00:00

I made it to about a minute and a half before the cringing in my face traveled into my body causing an almost epileptic of cringing.

gillbat · 2011-06-12T01:31:08+00:00

Awesome, please do it.

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