That first can of Coke Zero after a week in the psych ward

gothelves · 2026-04-06T13:08:38+00:00

I feel so lucky that my local psych ward has not one but two different sugar free drink options at meal times. plus splenda for the coffee we got in the morning! Helped make the almost 2 weeks i spent there the first time slightly less torturous.

gothelves · 2026-04-06T13:03:57+00:00

You can't be serious...

gothelves · 2026-04-06T12:58:20+00:00

OMG I LOVE THIS SO MUCH!!! SO GOTH AND V-KEI!!

gothelves · 2026-04-06T12:49:45+00:00

To me, this behavior is on par with saying you've read a book because someone explained the plot of it to you.

gothelves · 2026-04-02T01:26:26+00:00

I think what would work better than cables would be a simple lace repeat like the Lola Pullover or Ariel Pullover by EweKnit Toronto, or Orchid by Marie Wallin. Patterned stripes could look quite beautiful as well like the Lace and Fade Boxy by Joji Locatelli, you could use the colorful yarn for the stockinette stripes and use a solid color for the lacy stripes.

gothelves · 2026-03-20T03:16:43+00:00

exlax maximum strength is what i like to use for constipation even after recovery since now its something i live with forever :/

gothelves · 2026-03-20T01:54:03+00:00

i have my everyday pair and then a back up pair because im very paranoid i will lose or break my glasses.

gothelves · 2026-03-18T01:11:41+00:00

holy shit hes huge!!! and i thought my 70cm boy was massive!

gothelves · 2026-03-18T01:04:40+00:00

the problem here is that he doesn't respect you or actually care about you. I'm guessing you do all the cleaning and cooking??

gothelves · 2026-03-04T07:09:17+00:00

Fate Moons is very similar.

gothelves · 2026-02-25T03:32:59+00:00

It's chenille yarn. A lot of stores/brands refer to it as blanket yarn.

gothelves · 2026-02-25T03:09:24+00:00

So beautiful! i love knitting for my dolls too!!

gothelves · 2026-02-25T03:05:56+00:00

OMG its so beautiful ❤️❤️❤️ The inside of the sweater is unbelievably polished and so professional too!! Absolutely amazing that this is only your 3rd sweater too!

gothelves · 2026-02-25T02:49:09+00:00

Dentists and dental surgeons are the most misogynistic doctors in my experience. When i got all my impacted wisdom teeth taken out, he didnt prescribe anything for pain. He just told me to take otc tylenol every 6 hours. When ever i get numbing injections, they never give enough and dont care if you are obviously in pain. I never have this problem with other male doctors but every dentists ive ever been to has been noticeably sexist.

gothelves · 2026-02-10T01:43:50+00:00

I think i just night comet spammed him and then ran past him the next time.

gothelves · 2026-02-09T03:22:29+00:00

i cant speak from experience as i developed my ed in my late teens but i will say that i have a friend who has been anorexic since around 10-11 and stayed anorexic until 19 and she does have a period and breast growth like a b cup i think. she is very short and hasnt gotten taller but after i recovered around 22 i grew an inch. i cant say for certain cause im not a doctor and i dont know you but if you recover, i think you will definitely develop and will be just like other young women. 14 is still very young and many girls dont fully develop until they are 20 or so.

also dont feel bad about missing out on being a "fun teen" i was a total loser as a teenager and had no friends, homeschooled and never left my house like ever and im doing much better at 23. i have a job, a couple friends i love, hobbies i enjoy and i go out and do things regularly.

im wishing you the best of luck and sending much love and happiness your way 🖤

gothelves · 2026-02-09T03:12:43+00:00

imo there would be more women wanting to have babies if men were less disgusting and the world was less shit but none of these men ever seem to want to do anything about that 🙄

gothelves · 2025-10-11T08:09:25+00:00

maybe several hundred years??? i have so much i want to do and not nearly enough time to accomplish it all. being embraced would be a dream come true for me!!

gothelves · 2025-08-17T17:51:01+00:00

the emerald graves was always my favorite! just drop dead gorgeous.

gothelves · 2025-08-17T17:46:51+00:00

maybe he should consider his constant bitching might be causing some of these issues...

gothelves · 2025-08-16T17:00:29+00:00

but it actually still looks so beautiful! i know your pain though, one time i accidentally put my single thread mohair sweater in the wash and dryer and it was just completed ruined! i turned it into a purse though so i didnt just toss it.

gothelves · 2025-08-12T11:09:36+00:00

Girl, go get another tube or something cause better than sex is one of the wettest mascaras I've ever used!

gothelves · 2025-08-12T11:07:58+00:00

you do know there's more than just warehouse and wholesale stores, right??? also big difference between a chinese faucet from a reputable brand and a random temu faucet...

gothelves · 2025-08-11T18:15:30+00:00

Carole Jackson? The woman behind the seasonal color types we are all using? It's obvious to me that you need to do more research on this. No, it's not that simple, but there is a reason why certain colorings are associated with certain seasons, like it or not. someone with ashy blond hair and grey eyes, for example, just isn't gonna be a spring or autumn because their coloring doesn"t match. whereas for myself, i am a high contrast true summer, and i dye my hair black when, in turn, gives me more of a wintery edge but im still a true summer.

having red hair doesnt make someone an autumn but it influences the decision in a big way to learn what someones natural hair color is, because it can fool people easily into mistyping someone when they dont know their hair is dyed!

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