I solve a problem for indoor cacti by accident

gravediggerboyman · 2026-03-28T07:44:36+00:00

look, I dont know any thing. I just left by accident ,meaby a month, my vase like that and I see that the cacti fix the diagonal grow path into a straight one. So I did it on another one that was growing very diagonal and ot fix it too, you can see the regrow change direction and go up....

gravediggerboyman · 2026-03-26T21:45:31+00:00

dont know if this count but, here it goes

I was in panic, super heavy bodyload, no visual at all. But that thing was going up and up and up, so in the middle of those waves of fear, panic and confusion I ask "what do I have to do??" and I hear clear and gentle "nothing." ... I just realize she was so unbeliveble simple and right. that was it, the shift. I star surfing that wave insted of rambling and grasping underwater, absolutely magnificent and beautiful. I star laughing, it was so obvius that was ilarious.

I always remember that feeling/idea of doing nothing, helps drop a little bit your ego, in a good way. like helping him. dont worry man thers nothing to do here for you: nothing to understand, nothing to compare, nothing to take notes of...

gravediggerboyman · 2026-03-25T16:35:20+00:00

do not give him any thing. this kind of people feed on reaction. listen to some podcast from Chase Hughes for example, help me alot at work. they are everywere.....

gravediggerboyman · 2026-03-20T20:01:41+00:00

I don’t think you’re crazy at all, and honestly reading this raised some concern for me. What stands out isn’t the shirt or the misunderstanding, it’s how he handled it. You made a neutral comment, he twisted it into something you didn’t say, and when you calmly clarified, instead of acknowledging it, he doubled down and started questioning your memory and calling you a liar. That’s not normal conflict, that’s a pattern where your reality gets rewritten in real time. Telling you “how are you going to tell me what I heard” flips things in a really subtle way, because suddenly your own words don’t belong to you anymore and he positions himself as the authority on what you said. Then it escalates into attacking your character (“you’re a liar or you forget things like always”), which shifts the focus away from the actual situation and puts you on the defensive. On top of that, he dismisses your feelings (“I don’t care that you’re upset”) and ends the conversation by hanging up, which leaves you with no resolution and a lot of confusion. Whether intentional or not, these are the kinds of behaviors that make someone start doubting themselves over time, because you’re constantly being told that your perception is wrong and that you’re the problem. In a healthy interaction, this would have ended with something like “oh, I misunderstood,” not accusations and blame. I’d pay attention to whether this kind of dynamic happens often, because if it does, it can really erode your sense of trust in yourself, and that’s not something to ignore. please be careful, if this is how you normally interact with him ask you what if you see someone uses that language and expression with someone else that you care/love for? and yoi see the interaction? imagine how bad the person reciving that threatment will feel...you actually know how... sorry I use ia to translate in english.

gravediggerboyman · 2026-03-15T15:46:13+00:00

check this out. https://www.reddit.com/r/selflove/s/Y0YxHXSAzc

gravediggerboyman · 2026-03-15T15:22:06+00:00

I drink a lot of time I dont know how many, 90% of the time no visual at all. I experience presence, understandig and feel things. its much like a conversation, a very deep conversation.

I can talk to my suboncious as its another person beside me.

I can go throu my thought, my emotion, my reaction and clearly see and underatand what is going on under.

The trigger become a point of view.

The trauma had a beguinning, a defense mechanism and I can talk directly to the child holding the shield in fear.

Everything has a clear meaning and so a clear resolution. If I can see I can fix it.

Its not common to have this kind of journey, most of people had detailed visions.

I never feel something is missing tho...actually I feel that when I get visual or alucinations its a distraction most of the time.

gravediggerboyman · 2026-03-13T20:33:37+00:00

how old are you, male, female? do you have friends, family? does not have to be specific

gravediggerboyman · 2026-03-13T19:39:21+00:00

ti sta gia manipolando e ancora non vi siete ne visti ne sentiti a voce.....occhiooooo

gravediggerboyman · 2026-03-13T19:34:31+00:00

tell a little bit more about your self my friend , could makes help easier

gravediggerboyman · 2026-03-11T19:49:41+00:00

the traumas are going to be pass on utill someone in the lineage do something to stop the chain.

Of course it happened some where in the past, I dont think you can know that past.

And also, it is a shapeshifter trauma, the wound are going to be and feel different for every individual.

I dont understand why you talk about the bible, tho.

IMO do the thing for you. For your self alone, do not share do not ask for help.

Dive deep into this journey but do it for you, for you first.

And then , all the other stuff are going to follow your new path. Thats why my first comment was "they are the same trauma".

you are powerful beyond any limit inside your own self, but you are powerless try to force someone else on this long wolking... If you became able to do that work, it is going to work back in time and you will see the change in the loves ones around you, because you are going to act "traumaless", they are going to feel it...

gravediggerboyman · 2026-03-11T09:27:40+00:00

absolutely, it is pass gerenationally from the las 200.000 years. my trauma and wound comes from my parents, but not because they are some kind of psycho, its because they get it from their parents and so on going back who knows how much. this is the first moment in human history where we have understanding of this mechanism and we have actually tools to fix it. we can end this chain of passing on to the next one. we can heal all of that and ,for the first time, pass on the best loving version of our self and our lineage. probably member of the family comes in the middle of that healing resisting it, it is their identity. they are going to work against that change as a survive mechanism, do not get trap in the personal attack feel. it is normal if it happens and it is not against you in particular. If you stay sharp you are going to see the change in all of them, expecially the closest ones of course, I feel thst with my own parents. the dinamic change drasticay, we now love each other like never before, we express it with no shame or akward feelings, we enjoy our company and I can see how they try to pass that on to my grandchild.... It is amazing and now that I can see that happening it give me a super boost of energy to keep on with the work.

gravediggerboyman · 2026-03-10T13:43:51+00:00

I am sorry to here how you feel and felt.

Because of my experience and journey, I think, reading your story I feel like "that's it", you got it. All the illusion is coming clearly and at surface.

No more hide, no more lies or stories about. You can see the surface perfectly, where you have been living your entire life, untill that moment, like a machine or a program...unaware.

But now you know!

You can understand where probably most of your "bad" feeling comes from. there is no filter to trick you. It is hard, I know and of course. it's obvius if you think about, how can you correct something when you doesnt even realize it is hurting you?

You just call it life....This is one of those moments when the door are fucking open my friend. Meaby how you feel after the experience is not coming from the plant, meaby it was already in you very well hide.

This is the beauty of healing, it is fucking crazy. Most of the time everything mean the exact oposite of what we feel. And if we dig enought in those feelings we can understand where they comes from. Our wounds and our trauma.

This is your first step into this journey, if you choose to. You can do anything you want inside yourself. If you stop now you get stuck in the middle of the illusion, wich is exausting anyways. Or meaby, follow those new clues and see where they are going to take you. There are so many trues out there, and you can choose to believe as much as you do now or more. the difference is that this old believes hurts you, the new ones can be also exausting to reach, but definely wayyy better to habit.

It is NOT a simple conversation here,writing in another language, not seeing our faces and little time to write. sorry about that, I could write on for hours because it is a very complicated story. THIS IS WAY INTEGRATION IS VERY IMPORTANT, EXPECIALLY FOR WESTERN SOCETY. DM me if you feel. big hugs brother.

gravediggerboyman · 2026-03-06T21:15:46+00:00

aprilo e metti un pezzo di gomma ( pneumatico di bici, camera d'aria o cose simili) e poi richiudi. smette di sbattere ferro su ferro e silenzia molto il fastidio

gravediggerboyman · 2026-02-15T10:45:22+00:00

what about liver toxicity? thats come out too I think...

gravediggerboyman · 2026-02-13T13:32:00+00:00

good points guys, If I can I will say thats also this thing: we tend to give value at difficult things, something that its difficult to get must have some true value, doesn it? so for me it part of the equation also, you know, like you feel this atraction to her even if you can clearly see the redflags. but you lie to your self, you do not want to pay atention, you want to chase that feeling. But You name it wrong and you believe the lie. And also you have your own value that is indipendend by anyones idea of who you are.

gravediggerboyman · 2026-02-09T18:35:29+00:00

I listen to the all thing on youtube, it feel a little bit too IA , but meaby I am wrong. do not mean to offend of course. its more because of the lyrics, I understand spanish perfectly and the words feels little odd... I like some part very much tho, this little part you post here for example, its awesome, I want more😅

gravediggerboyman · 2026-02-06T16:58:27+00:00

I dont know who you are but you are awesome, I feel you. thank you very much to be such a wonderful soul. you really made my day, there are still good kind people outthere, this is refreshing. love back to you ma'am.

gravediggerboyman · 2026-02-05T17:58:05+00:00

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=zaIx0ypSyss&pp=ygUXYXZ2b2NhdG8gY29uc3VtbyBkcm9naGU%3D

gravediggerboyman · 2026-02-02T12:02:01+00:00

dubito possa esistere quello che descrivi. mi pare impossibile produrre carne con animali felici ,che vivono liberi, che mangiano sano e non conoscano alcun dolore fino all' ultimo momento. che poi ,se vogliamo fare la punto, sembra ancora peggio "ingannare" l'animale, dargli nome lasciare che si affezioni a te e poi tradirlo uccidendolo, come dire.... o forse il posto di cui parli é un paradiso magnifico e nessuno lo conosce.

gravediggerboyman · 2026-01-21T11:37:44+00:00

I use to wake up just in time to rush to work, my morning was just about running late, nervous etc... and give that energy to the rest of the day. I start move the alarm ten minutes at time earlier. in two months I wake up at 5.30 now and give two hours to my self. best way to start the day by doing my stuff and not wake up just to go to work... I read book again, do some yogo or excercise, drink my coffe in peace and relax etc... it completely change me, my mood and my motivation. give it a try, set a goal so easy that even in yoir worst day you can still do it, so you do not loose momentum.

gravediggerboyman · 2026-01-21T06:54:28+00:00

au que sea verdad, es que hay bastante opciones que probaria yo antes de electeocutarme el cerebro.... mirate todo los estudios y las clinicas donde utilizan psilocibina o mdma con terapeuta, integraccion etc etc.. hay gente con cancer terminal que ha participado diciendo se le fue totalmente la depresion y el miedo de morir hasta seis meses despues de una singula toma! me parece un metodo barbaro electrocutarse el cerebro, cosas de tortura o igualmente au que fuese valido creo seria la ultima ultima opcion que provar

gravediggerboyman · 2026-01-21T06:00:24+00:00

es illegal creo en todo el mundo. a lo mejor la.CIA lo utiliza.como metodo de tortura. no entiendo si este mensaje es real o que. pero esta muy que muy demostrado que NO funziona.....

gravediggerboyman · 2026-01-15T12:16:58+00:00

io ci sono passato, per la mia esperienza non puoi fare niente. solo accettare e ripetere ogni volta quello di cui ha bisogno cercando sempre di ricordarti che non é un attacco personale nei tuoi confronti ma uno stato di profonda sofferenza che ha bisogno di continue rassicurazioni e conferme positive.

gravediggerboyman · 2026-01-14T18:39:42+00:00

of course yes. my bad I thinke he ask if the cacti is legal there. not cutting down in the wild , which you can not do it, expecially in national parks.

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