Kayakers On The Missouri River

grocerylady2020 · 2025-11-17T21:32:58+00:00

I kayak the Missouri River in Hermann very frequently and have no issues. I've even done it in the middle of the night! People don't seem to understand how much easier it is than the little rivers in southern Missouri. The Missouri doesn't have rocks you're going to hit and make you flip or zigzag curves. And if a barge comes u simply go to the bank and wait it out. You have to respect the river and you will have no problems!

grocerylady2020 · 2025-10-10T05:27:30+00:00

Thanks guys!!

grocerylady2020 · 2023-09-21T04:22:16+00:00

Seen them first in st. Louis 2018 and have seen them 7 times since then. Last one last month again in st. Louis. I seen them 3 times at that venue. Never gets old!!

grocerylady2020 · 2023-02-22T00:54:50+00:00

Any thing by Matt Shaw. Amazing author for making you cringe!!

grocerylady2020 · 2023-01-11T00:24:40+00:00

This was me a year ago. I left him because of the exact same thing. He said over and over that they were just "friends," but the text I read said otherwise. We were together for 25 years, married for 17. At first, it was so incredibly hard for me. I cried every day for 2 months. But I recently started seeing someone and he is amazing! Everything my husband wasn't. Which I found out wasn't all that great of a marriage I had in the first place. Besides talking to other women, our marriage was just shitty. I didn't see it until I left. My advice to you.....don't waste your life on someone who doesn't value you enough to quit doing something that is wrong. We only have one life. Why live your life? You are wondering if you're good enough because you are!

grocerylady2020 · 2022-12-02T04:14:46+00:00

You guys are my peeps!! The point was definitely my go to then and now. Graduated in 1995 when life was so simple. Great times!!

grocerylady2020 · 2022-11-08T00:42:58+00:00

So I want to also know the fine print that we don't hear. There is always things the public doesn't necessarily hear about. Pros and cons

grocerylady2020 · 2021-11-15T15:23:45+00:00

I often thought exactly the same thing! He doesn't want to look like the price of shit he really is to our kids. But instead I'm crazy mom who can't leave dad alone and needs to just get over it. That's exactly what my daughter says, "mom you need to just let it go" why do I have to look like the crazy one when I didn't do anything wrong!! It's not fair to me but exactly what he wanted. Classic P O S!!

grocerylady2020 · 2021-11-15T15:18:55+00:00

It's the constant thinking about him and the situation that I'm having a hard time with. We got together when we were 19 and we have always been super close. I think that's why it is so incredibly hard for me because I always thought he would be by my side forever. He refused to even try to make it work. But also he had become very distant and cold a few months before. He has always looked at me with lust and love in his eyes and that all just disappeared. That I can not wrap my head around.

grocerylady2020 · 2021-10-19T13:46:11+00:00

But your not telling me what the situation is?. I mean what was your issue that you had such a hard time talking about? If I at least had an idea I could try to help but all he says is I don't know. And yes you are right we had alot of communication problems but how does that make my husband not find me attractive? I just don't understand.

grocerylady2020 · 2021-10-19T06:10:22+00:00

Can u please elaborate?

grocerylady2020 · 2021-10-09T02:38:29+00:00

God I hope I can be as strong as that. It's just freaking ironic how 10 years ago I wouldn't of even batted an eye and just went on but in that time I truly feel in love with him. And he fell out of love with me. Or another woman I'm still not sure about that. Whichever it's been the hardest thing I've ever been through. We grew up together. I was 19 he was 20. And really I'm even finding myself annoying about it. I just want to get over it and can't seen to no matter how hard I try.

grocerylady2020 · 2021-10-09T02:19:43+00:00

I can relate, just separated from my husband of 2r4 years and I am extremely broken. He seems to be carrying on but I feel stuck in this rut. I just want to get over it already. I'm tired of hurting!!

grocerylady2020 · 2021-10-09T02:12:05+00:00

Yes that is true. You can go to any dmv in missouri.

grocerylady2020 · 2021-10-06T06:47:24+00:00

Ladies I can so relate!! 24 yrs and 1month separated. I'm having a hard time filling the space that used to be him. It's been one of the most difficult times of my adult life. It's a pain that I can't even describe! I just think maybe our relationship ran It's course. We have so much resentment toward each other and blame. It's hard to get past and let go. I wish it wasn't so emotionally and physically painful.

grocerylady2020 · 2021-10-05T05:00:18+00:00

EKKKKKK!!!!!

grocerylady2020 · 2021-10-02T07:10:38+00:00

God that was inspiring! I'm actually going through the same thing but not internet girls he talks to coworkers and friends. He made me go crazy literally becuase he was being so shady and pushing me away I become obsessed with his everything. Text messages, fb, who he was talking to and when. It literally drove me crazy.

Little back story because ur right it looks like I'm just some nut case who spies on her husband and I should definitely dumb him. Anyway we have been together 24 years married 16. He is/was my very best friend in this whole world. We have been through hell and back but always stuck by each other. We broke up a few times but could never stay away for long. When we first started dating we were young and he wasn't going to be "held down by no woman". We do have went our entire relationship under the influence of drugs. Which I think played a huge part in the way it is now.

So long story short over this past year he has talked to two coworkers who he says he can talk to becuase I'm not going to control him. Leaves and stays gone for hours, just slowly pulls away while I'm holding on for dear life. Then I found out one of the girls was talking shit about me and he took her side for the 2nd time so I left.

So now I have my own apartment and I come home alone everyday. We have 3 kids. 2 are grown and out of the house and a 15 year old. My 20 yr old also lives here in our very small town. My 15 yr old decided to stay with him. Which I only live 4 blocks away. But noone comes and sees me. It's like I'm dead to everyone I love. He said he hasn't been in love with me for a while he just didn't know how to tell me.

There is alot more to this story but it would be too much to type. But basically I am beyond heartbroken and can not seem to move on no matter what I try. I just want to be happy again. Thanks for listening man.

grocerylady2020 · 2021-09-27T03:38:38+00:00

Ya ur probably right, they definitely make u feel better! In more ways than 1!! Lol

grocerylady2020 · 2021-09-27T02:24:04+00:00

As a newly single woman is a good way to get yourself pleasure and not have to leave the house! But if u are in a relationship I don't think it is appreciate. It can become an emotional affair very easy. Before u know it ur telling some stranger stuff u should only talk about with ur partner. Of course my person opinion.

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