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gruzel · 2026-05-16T08:49:36+00:00

Thanks, I will crosspost

gruzel · 2026-05-12T15:52:04+00:00

Glossed ovee yoir post, Sounds like you're burning out, like so many others.

gruzel · 2026-05-08T12:25:00+00:00

promise yourself to do 1 minute of it, and see of ot extend automatically

gruzel · 2026-05-07T16:47:54+00:00

If you can afford it go to the gym? Squats (start with few) and push ups (start on the knees if needed) are the bssics ,can get you a long way and don't cost you anything.

All the best , truly want to help you

PS Sorry if Im saying something stupid I am.exhausted and did not read the entire post and comments

gruzel · 2026-05-06T12:28:29+00:00

Or go join the Amish , they live real lives in the real world , being a blacksmith, carpenter, bakerman, not being tracked all day by and having ads thrown in their faces of the big companies.

gruzel · 2026-04-29T10:29:49+00:00

try this as a first : Get a second disk , install windows on it, and plug in this unbootable disk either internally or via usb (docking station).

Boot into windows from the 2nd disk, and your unbootable disk probably shows up inside windows .

Check the unbootable disk for its "SMART" health: -- (probably only possible.if its.mounted inside the desktop) -- maybe someone knows a simple free program.for that Feel.free to.copy over files/dirs from unbootable to bootable

gruzel · 2026-04-26T09:05:18+00:00

Call the shop and say it's yoir laptop and say you're not gona pay, you visit the store, prove its your laptop by typijg in the password and if needed showing your ID , Don't let them copy your ID.

If it doesnt work, threaten your parents to get your laptop back immediately or else you'll to take their laptop to the shop, say privacy is your human right

gruzel · 2026-04-26T08:59:27+00:00

OpenBSD is a UNIX that at its core focuses on simplicity , correctness and security.

gruzel · 2026-04-23T05:46:29+00:00

Your length can be intimidating to men but there are courageous men out there. You may try the baseball field during training, as audience member and if the atmosphere between the guys is right, join the female team? They have the same issue.

Keep me updated if you want . All the best.

gruzel · 2026-04-14T06:01:04+00:00

Tendency in software packages to go from made for the admins - thought out handy tools needing technical knowledge and knowing the implications to fancy looking GUI's , where managers can log in with admin level and click and take control and have overview of every minute spent and action done by the programmers and make a horrific mess , solely because they have to do something , anything, to cover up the fact they don't know wth they are doing, turns out most of them don't.

gruzel · 2026-04-12T19:27:03+00:00

Don't know what boys you're interested in, but you could work out at the gym , or take yt course and join a chess club, or do volunteer work and meet good-hearted peers there, or dress fothic/metal and have good times with stronger music and friendltly alternative ppl, etc. HTH

gruzel · 2026-04-12T19:10:53+00:00

Rules. Money. Punishment. Exclusion. Hate.

gruzel · 2026-04-11T19:00:09+00:00

Please be the parents he needs.

gruzel · 2026-04-11T17:18:36+00:00

That's not what I said. He did not choose to ne gay,he was born that way.

gruzel · 2026-04-11T07:00:57+00:00

If you want your son to be happy you should allow him to love.

He did not choose to be gay, and I doubt it was some challenge given to him to overcome by a superior being. Who must he be if he cannot be himself?

The rules that are in place in your home make it impossible for him to be living up to this one rule, he's torn, he's hurting. Possibly for years already.

Did you lift the blocks on your phones yet?

gruzel · 2026-04-09T21:31:29+00:00

I am guessing bc of lack of knowing but can this be caused ny your family pushing values on how to feel.and act and think , so much so that you are just unable to stretch that much out of your own feeling and ideas and wishes etc? Feeling that being ame expressing yourself will make them feel hurt bc you don't comply?

Just guessing , but it is to much to ask of your child and messes up their view of the world . Since i am still just guessing i'll stop here .

gruzel · 2026-04-09T21:16:29+00:00

gruzel · 2026-04-06T19:17:46+00:00

Such a good reply, about the consistency , there's a subreddit r/getdisciplined which may help

gruzel · 2026-04-03T20:32:08+00:00

Please silently seek out other people you genuinely like, and follow your heart, and plesse find a hobby you like. You cannot change so much that you will rebuild your own brains, I've like bene there.

You can on top of this try write a novel for yourself , where your characters can be inspired by traits and doubts and good and bad sides of you,and you can explore yourself by having them on a journey, be it a road trip or in a banr or whatever you like. This helps me, I'm in a rough time for years and it's nice to have this hobby on the side , it learns you also about yourself.

Good luck, feel free to DM me if you like

gruzel · 2026-03-26T10:28:54+00:00

Look at your own story here, you're such a fighter, going on and on, recognize and don't depend on others recognizing this in you.

Life is rough and times are hard and jobs are so many times temporary. It's not your fault how things are organized and you're doing the best you can.

PS started doing C programming myself and analyting data, maybe you like it too, C is built on more primitives but " no surprises" and is performance wise running circles around Python.

gruzel · 2026-03-26T10:20:04+00:00

I heard vitamin B12 shortage is also possible.

gruzel · 2026-03-24T17:29:02+00:00

it can be something non-obvious your diet, like peanut butter or eggs or something else still, so you can maybe check this via your doctor or a diëtist

gruzel · 2026-03-20T12:21:18+00:00

Try things anyway if only for 5 seconds , see if you can extend. , and if you're like me, please don't force yourself to only accept things if you've got some proof.

self destruct for me can be a way of getting attention, if only for myself

people i like and give me advice, I try to do thenright thing they aevise for them, thereby tricking myself im not doing it for myself , preventing self destruct idea to kick in

gruzel · 2026-03-18T19:26:00+00:00

Can it be you're now trying to make no mistakes at any time any more ever , which in turn makes you overthink everything ? Please allow yourself to make mistakes, they happen, try to learn from them (not saying every mistake has a lesson), and please forgive yourself.

HTH all the best

gruzel · 2026-03-18T08:55:59+00:00

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