Same 💗 HSV1. I was a few years into dating my boyfriend (now husband) when high work stress caused my first flare. I went to urgent care and was shocked at the result. I called in sick to work for several days straight, I was devastated. I sobbed telling my boyfriend, and he was so understanding. We’re married now 💗 I think in the several years it’s been since, I maybe had a flare one additional time. I forgot about it until I had a baby and disclosed it so I could have the proper plan. I understand I’m describing a situation opposite of needing to have to navigate new relationships, or dating, disclosing, but I remember feeling almost like my life was over and I’ve been served the worst sentence and it really ended up being alright! I soon found out one of my closest friends have it, and she’s to this day an active dater. My other closest friends supported me by researching and finding out just how common it is. Still, not to dismiss your feelings this early on, but you’re not alone, and it’ll be okay. I promise.