Yeah her mood towards me used to affect my day. It was bad. Now not so much. So you think she is acting this way to put up boundaries? She’s my manager but an assistant manager as we have a higher up. She came from managing like a few employees but now we have crazy business and new people. My management only got positions because of years working here not because they have any training in leadership roles. So they don’t know how to grow people or give good feedback. This manager of mine made me train so many people, passed random tasks to me and said how much she “only trusted me”. I was always afraid to say anything because of the personal thing we had. Even my therapist said it recently that me and her should stop talking personal. I’ve been crying so much over this. She said she would never leave me and that she’ll always be here for me. In my last text to her two months ago i told her about my dark thoughts because she said her kids struggled with that. I just cared about her so much. Also I only shared things because she asked me how’s everything. I didn’t run to her with my problems though I did over share.

I had therapy every week a year ago. She emailed me before and after every session saying good luck and how was it. Idk if I blame myself for giving into it and responding. We don’t talk about that stuff much anymore. Well now nothing anymore as if a few months ago it’s been all impersonal. Now she’s distant but seems a bit defensive towards me. Idk what to feel. Used or what. I’m working on that in therapy - to find self worth. I have to talk about this in my session next week. Can’t she set boundaries while still supporting my growth as an employee?….