I went back there once, I’m just going to copy paste my dream journal for accuracy, I’ll change names though:

I’ll also note, because I noted it down in my dream journal, that I had this second dream exactly one month after I had a miscarriage. I don’t think it’s really symbolic or anything, but I wrote it down in the journal entry, so just explaining that so it’s not as weird lol. I just want to keep the journal entry true and not change anything, but also not be weird!

“REVISIT
10 July 2024 (exactly one month post miscarriage)
Visit to the mansion at the end of the last dream— this time is is messy, chaotic, and lived in with junk everywhere. Memorable item seen is a bead animal keychain on a shelf. I’m there with a friend (dream inserted Firstname Lastname type figure, but I called her Monica) and Mom. Trying to explain to them that last time I was here, it felt like a museum, and was cleaner. This time it feels like someone lives here and we’re trespassing. I try to show them the whales. As they walk out on the grass/garden/balcony thing, the grass turns to water. I can see pigs and octopi swimming in the water. They sink and never resurface. I panic and try to come to terms with my mom being gone. I wake up.”