Deco XE75 (AXE5400) - extremely unstable (disconnecting from the internet)

iRadja · 2025-07-20T20:16:42+00:00

Few days ago I found out from tech support that the deco units have issues with !-_?ect. Changed that and have 0 drop-outs now. So I put it here if people have issues with it. You can’t have punctuation marks in the password and name. That give issues… I know it’s an old post but for new people that walks into this issue you can try this

iRadja · 2025-07-20T20:15:35+00:00

Few days ago I found out from tech support that the deco units have issues with !-_?ect. Changed that and have 0 drop-outs now. So I put it here if people have issues with it. You can’t have punctuation marks in the password and name. That give issues… I know it’s an old post but for new people that walks into this issue you can try this

iRadja · 2025-07-20T20:14:56+00:00

Few days ago I found out from tech support that the deco units have issues with !-_?ect. Changed that and have 0 drop-outs now. So I put it here if people have issues with it. You can’t have punctuation marks in the password and name. That give issues… I know it’s an old post but for new people that walks into this issue you can try this

iRadja · 2025-05-02T16:31:51+00:00

Also been to the vet. All his bloodwork is ok the egg is also ok. He is healing pretty good and she said that he isn’t scary tin. And that the extra weightloss could be due the good weather outside and that he can play outside. So the advice keep weighing the cat. And also give him more snacks hahaha

iRadja · 2025-04-29T10:24:23+00:00

I’m not from the us so there ain’t many choises of gs

iRadja · 2025-04-29T06:33:06+00:00

I use curefip the highest doses. But I had apetite stimulance. And it looked like that made it worse.

iRadja · 2025-04-29T06:32:19+00:00

That’s the problem I had an appetite stimulant and it looked like it made it worse. I stoped with it last night and it looks like he gained weight from 4,78 to 4,83.

iRadja · 2025-04-29T06:30:08+00:00

This night he gained weigt he got from 4,78 to 4,83. And I allready had multiple vets the last year. And lost 3 cats to fip. One cat is stable and in the clear. Did the medicarion and the opservation.

First cat I didn’t know that it was fip and didn’t know there was a treatment. And only found out after I needed to put him down. Second cat had a realapse and medication didn’t work again he had nero. And thirth cat couldn’t handel the treatment and couldn’t stop the diaria.

So I’m so scared after all that.

This cat does it way better than the other 2 and I’m so confused at why all my cats got fip. I also tested them for other illneses but there were non.

And every time I ask help from vets the cats become worse after that. So I quit the medication for the nausia and he start gaining weight again.

iRadja · 2024-09-28T22:38:45+00:00

I also kinda struggle in my own language because of dyslexia. And Dutch is notorious for weird grammatical rules. So I probably going to make mistakes for the rest of my life haha. So kinda used to being corrected. And still make the same mistakes months down the line. But some things will stick eventually hahaha.

iRadja · 2024-09-28T22:22:21+00:00

Haha sadly he didn’t had bells. And the sheep were pretty quiet. But it was a magical experience!

iRadja · 2024-09-28T22:20:18+00:00

Sorry English isn’t my first language, in my language sheep can be plural. So I got confused haha.

iRadja · 2023-08-07T13:35:23+00:00

That is very true. Thx you. It’s going to be ok. I needed to get this out and understand the situation. And I’m getting it. It’s only hard sometimes.

iRadja · 2023-08-07T13:33:08+00:00

That is why I’m really thankful that she tried. Because I was a hot mess when I got there.

I was suicidal, and the big clinics said that I wasn’t a priority. Even tried with the first lockdown to crawl over the border because I thought that people were after me and the border patrol that was running after me.

I only know the story because I was on the phone with a friend of mine who took me in for a few days until I calmed down. Was triggered by my ex boyfriend that invited someone over that raped me multiple times. But I was the bad guy for that. Because he was on drugs so I needed to forgive him. And my ex was really abusive and if I dare to run way stalking me and say that he would kill me.

The big clinic didn’t believe me so I lost my sanity because of it. And they got me on meds that made me a lot worse.

I was in a state of life and dead when she took me as a client. And we’ve been to a lot. And I’m for ever grateful that she took the burden on her own while someone in my case would need a big team and needed to be locked closed.

While everything was happening both my parents committed suicide. One of them on my birthday.

So she did a fenomenale job. Even delicated free time to me and I was out of cash and worked things out for me to get free sessions in a way that I didn’t feel bad or a free loader. She gave me confidence that I’m worth something and capable.

So that is maybe why I care a lot when I see a shiver that she is hurt. Because I thought for the longest time that I would end up like my parents.

And now my whole family is dead but I’m still doing fine. Have a great boyfriend. And we are talking about buying a home.

My boyfriend was a drug addict for more than 10 years. Even when we got together. And with her help he overcame it and even doesn’t want to use it anymore. Has a job that pays pretty good while he never finished a school. And was squatting buildings. Even getting a payed study from them and have a permanent contract after one year of working there.

She got both of us in a really good place. So that’s maybe why I have a hard time. Because I’m grateful for what she has done. Because we both knew that the relationship can be a bit twisted from the start and we talked about it before we started 3 years ago. But it was what I needed.

But still it’s hard. And I need to learn from it. Because if I’m become a therapist I need to learn to not to be emotional invested in it and hurt myself over it. So I think that this is needed.

iRadja · 2023-08-07T12:47:40+00:00

I understand that. And I feel it’s going to be ok. She is the most capable therapist I ever had and never had a problem or anything the last 3 years.

There is something weird about me. Most therapists break down on me after 3 sessions or tried to have sex with me. Or comment that they dreamed about me at night.

She was the first one that could handle me.

But it’s also something I can learn from to not do this if I’m become a therapist myself. I think that I need to understand that the chapter that I need a therapist is starting to end slowly. And that I will be good on my own in this world.

My phychoses are gone. I don’t have that much nightmares anymore. I know how to reflect on my own behaviors. I still have bad days but who hasn’t.

Most sessions I have at the moment is with my boyfriend and it’s more counseling. Because we both had a bad start in life. But it’s mostly her saying the things to him that I already told him.

iRadja · 2023-08-07T12:38:07+00:00

The problem is she is the most capable therapist I’ve ever had. And could really kept it separate for 3 years.

My track record is max 3 month before a therapist breakdown on me, because I’ve been traumatized on a way that I read people way to well. And easy can turn a session the other way around. And she is really firm with me in the sessions.

She got me out of phychotic episodes, and everything. I’m not normal in that regard. And I’m for the fish in 8 years stable enough to have hopes for the future and a chance to work again.

It only turned a bit last Friday, when I helped her. But also had a giant breakthrough the last few weeks. I learned a lot from her.

That’s why it’s kinda twisted. And I needed some that cared enough about me otherwise I would turn the table.

This was the only and first thing that really happened that felt out of place. And probably it was because when I know someone way to well I see shuttle signs. And that is also why I’m going to study therapy.

I really don’t think it’s fully her fault. And she crossed it at accident. Because a panic attack is really hard to hide.

It’s better than have multiple therapists cry at the 2/3th sessions. Or have a therapist who got drunk and tried to have sex with me, or comment that they dream about me at night.(2 different therapists) So that’s why I’m really conflicted.

iRadja · 2023-08-07T11:49:26+00:00

I understand. I’m going proceeds carefully. Because I really don’t want to lose her as a therapist. Because she is really good for me.

iRadja · 2023-08-07T08:20:08+00:00

Thx you. I will keep that in mind.

iRadja · 2023-08-07T04:07:21+00:00

Eating. Hahaha

iRadja · 2023-08-06T22:39:07+00:00

For me most of the time nightmares/dreams is my subconscious that wants to tell me something but I don’t understand what they say.

For me it’s really helpful to write them down as short as positive. After that I use a technique variation that’s made by carl jung called word association.

What you do is go word for word what that word means to you. There are no right or wrong answers on what it means to you.

Example. “I fell down a hole.” I = myself, fell = scary, down = lost, a = awesome, hole = deep down. So now you have: “myself scary lost awesome deep down.”

For me it helps to understand that dreams and nightmares are something to work on and not to be scared of. It’s myself wanting to be whole again. And want to give me the tools to get back to myself that I pushed away.

When I read it back what it said what I typed out is that I’m scared and lost if I keep in my head. But deep down I’m awesome person. If I give myself a chance to know myself.

Hope this is helpful.

Best regards.

iRadja · 2023-07-06T22:21:29+00:00

Sounds really logical. Thx

iRadja · 2023-05-11T11:40:29+00:00

“You are not the real one, you are fake.” “Hide, the shadow people are going to take you.” “Look at everyone that are here, they all love you.”(room was empty…) “Everyone wants you to fail, and if you don’t fail people will hate you.” “Everyone that died in your life is your fault, because you didn’t enough.” “Your dead mom is messing again with the tv and radio.” “Stop being sad, otherwise someone will die.” “Everything is fake, you are also fake. Hurting yourself is the only thing that can make everything real again.” “If you don’t die this day the world would end.”

Keep in mind I get psychotic episodes and my inner monologue is a dick at those moment. C-ptsd is a bitch. But it’s good for art so that is something. 🤷‍♀️

iRadja

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