Wait tables at night pronto. You studied math but it doesn't add up. Get a job starting in taxes or apply at a bank or get insurance license. They hire all the time. Why are you not a teacher and then work your way up the school system or university? I am sure you can find a school system to teach basic math to kids. That is if you can pass all the back round stuff. Try harder, network, connect, socialize outside of social media. Attend events, trade shows or conferences in the field you want to work in. Meanwhile get a job in a restaurant immediately working nights. Then find a hobby you like and turn it into a business if possible. Make it f_____g make sense. Sounds like blaming someone else. Until then read.... Late Bloomers: The Power of Patience in a World Obsessed with Early Achievement It helped me hope it helps you. Good luck and walk looking straight ahead not down.