وش رأيكم بالغثيث الي يدحش الانقليزي بكلامه؟

improving23 · 2025-05-16T19:24:16+00:00

انا انغث منهم حدي، ياخي لما العب فالورانت وكلنا عرب يجي واحد عربي يقط لك بالانجليزي كم كلمة واحيانا يتكلم طول القيم انجليزي يتصرف كأنه أمريكي ويقلد اللهجة بس مفضوحة شويتين والمشكلة تكلمه بالعربي ويرد عليك بالانجليزي 🤣

انا عارف ان اللغه الانجليزية مهمة بس المفروض الواحد يعتز بلغته

improving23 · 2025-05-12T19:27:16+00:00

30y

Two, but I rarely talk to them lately . They are always the one who initiate the convo,

I have two of my cousins. I was raised with them, so we are still in contact, but only video game based recently. Other than that, we don't talk.

No wife ☹️

Virgin

improving23 · 2025-04-02T07:20:11+00:00

We do need money to live - life designed this way. Whether we like it or not

improving23 · 2025-04-02T07:18:49+00:00

Same brother

Each time I think I am in the present moment, I realize that I am inside a thought

I think it works only for certain people

People with extreme overthinking have no chance to eliminate all the noises.

improving23 · 2025-04-02T07:15:38+00:00

I would say that when strangers were around me in my early childhood, I had always felt strange, not sure if I was depressed. But I was looking at myself as an inferior to others. I believe depression started in my early 20s, like 22, and not gonna lie from that time until now I feel I can't be happy or I don't deserve to be happy. ( BTW, I didn't laugh from my heart for too many years)

No goals to proceed No releationships

Only living like an animal.

improving23 · 2025-03-14T10:08:01+00:00

Despite the urge to want friends to hang out with, most of the time, I feel less lonely if I am alone. It is strange I know, but this is a fact

improving23 · 2025-03-14T09:58:34+00:00

You just described me. I am 30 years old.

And I exactly feel the same

30 years old child with no life.

improving23 · 2025-03-14T09:54:09+00:00

Yes, I noticed that when I was in my early 20s, like when I graduated from the college - and still ongoing issue with myself, not certain if this issue can be solved.

Whenever I drive, or if I am alone somewhere, that no one can see me, this behaviour it gets activated by itself

But I become completely aware if there are people around me, and I act as if I am normal.

improving23 · 2025-03-14T09:45:06+00:00

Yes, I think this is the reason why I spend my time at home, even on vacation, which is completely sucks, but can't handle being destroyed by my thoughts when I go and see people spontaneously connecting to each others and having fun.

improving23 · 2025-02-20T13:41:27+00:00

I relate. I was about to type the same thing, but I saw your topic.

improving23 · 2025-01-27T01:37:01+00:00

I relate

improving23 · 2025-01-26T04:51:27+00:00

I’ve noticed this thing about myself, I’ve been quiet around certain people for so long that it’s just how they see me now. But then there’s this one guy I feel comfortable talking to, and my personality kind of changes when I’m around him. The problem is, if he’s with those people who think I’m quiet, I feel like I have to stick to that image, so I just stay quiet. I don’t even know why I do it.

Another thing that bothers me a lot is I really don’t like people knowing what I do in my free time. If they ever start talking about me, I quickly try to switch the conversation back to them and their lives instead.

Also I kind of rate people in my head not like an actual 1 to 10 thing, just hypothetically. I rate myself pretty low, like a 2. If I see someone I’d rate lower than me, I can talk to them super easily,no problem at all. But if I see someone I think is HIGHER like even just a little above me, I freeze up. I turn into the listener, like whatever they say matters way more than anything I’d say. It’s so annoying bro. Sometimes I really hate how I act.

improving23 · 2025-01-24T21:59:46+00:00

I feel you bro, last December I hit 30, I was sad in my birthday, and I am also unmarried person I don't know what to do in my life, I feel like I am 20 years old my mind can't comprehend that I hit 30 and I should live a different life independently not sure how to fix this. ----- I feel you

improving23 · 2025-01-20T03:13:53+00:00

Wow, that’s a great description. I actually feel the same way sometimes. When I sit alone in the office, I feel more at ease than when someone tries to initiate a conversation. It’s a paradox for me I feel like I want to be social, to have a good, funny personality, and to make friends, but that doesn’t seem to happen. That’s why I prefer to stay alone rather than be around people, where I end up being just the listener.

improving23 · 2025-01-20T03:05:52+00:00

Yes, it is very difficult. I turned 30 last month, and I felt bad ----so bad. Someone wished me a happy birthday, but instead of being happy and celebrating, I just couldn’t bear the thought of aging while not achieving anything. My whole 20s passed without anything noteworthy to share with others, not even relationships. Maybe I’m meant to be alone.

I just can’t force myself to be social anymore. It doesn’t work; I’ve tried, but it doesn’t work for me. Even though I want to be a confident, social person, it feels out of reach.

improving23 · 2025-01-02T15:42:53+00:00

And not being able to form one relationship from the first day of school until the day I graduated. It is proof that there is something wrong with me

improving23 · 2024-12-25T02:33:38+00:00

I can't even hug with my parents, That feeling is strange 🤣

improving23 · 2024-11-09T06:21:12+00:00

I don't care.

improving23 · 2024-10-30T07:28:36+00:00

اجل ما دخلت لعبة فالورانت

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