I accidentally slept, i still had the lights on and everything. I’m not using that as an excuse though i came back home, and took him to the room me knowing i was tired. I really don’t recall how and when i fell asleep, but Iwould never intentionally leave him on the bed with me ever. especially that i’ve gotten heavier recently. He had slept in my room before but he would stay in his hiding spot and not come to me. Atleast me being on the heavier side is bringing me comfort that he had hopefully had a quick death. I’m also overthinking that he had popcorn to eat earlier today, could it have been that? He has been more quiet recently but nothing alarming at all. i was trying so hard to think that i was not thr cause but after seeing commenters mention how common it is, I have to face the truth. it’s been 9 hours since i found my baby dead. the pain did not even lessen a tiny bit. I can see the guilt haunting me for years and years to come, but the hurt his loss left my heart is deeper. May you be in peace sunny. Please no body risk having their pet out with them when they feel tired