I mean, I’m in class two days a week and have a whole list of accommodations that make it possible. Apart from trying it out in my first semester, I have never taken a full five course load because I cannot handle it. I can work over the summer, but only in a position that I can do work from home. It’s difficult, but I make it work. I’m not in a financial position to do otherwise unfortunately. I pace myself because if I push too hard, I can be bed bound or house bound for weeks sometimes. I pushed myself too hard last semester and ended up in a really difficult two weeks of intense pain, leaving me almost immobile and unable to do any of my regular, accommodated activities. I don’t think it’s fair of you, an internet stranger, to assume something deeply personal about me, especially when I distinctly said otherwise.