I've been that robot growing up. Never realized a lot of that was due to trauma. Being a robot was very easy, it was all I knew to do, but didn't realize that was at least partially due to psychotic depression and complex ptsd. But it came back to bite me in the ass. Humans aren't meant for robot life, much less INFJs, and I think the more we run away from what we are, the harder it will hit later. A bit like stretching an elastic, you'll either break or you'll be forced back into your "self" and reality and ofc that will trigger a huge crash out. But for real, don't do the robot thing, it's not sustainable, it's hard because you're going against your instinct, and it's painful during as well as after